hidup lagi ke?

moved to

2010-10-02T21:18:00.000-07:00

a new space, still im using blogger.

www.sarancak.blogspot.com

yeay!

2010-02-27T09:16:00.002-08:00

MY COUSIN SHAH ZAHRI IS A FREAKING GAY STALKER! HE FOUND MY BLOG I DONT KNOW HOW HE STALK ME COS HE THINKS IM INTERESTING LIDDAT, WHY U STALK PEOPLE IF THEY'RE BORING RIGHTT? IM SO FLATTERED AWW SHAH U GAYBOY!

ahahahahahhahahahahaha still wanna read this blog?

im not fun anymore

2010-02-13T18:41:00.000-08:00

okay some people said to me that boys like girls who they think they can protect or whatever cos that makes em feel..strong. and i really look like i dont need anyone other than myself to survive in this world. HA-HA. so thats why? and im TOO loud that they're scared of me.

okay truth is, a lot of my female classmates here confessed that they're kinda scared of me cos im too loud and "menonjol" like that. everytime i walked in the class they would all just sit still, shut up and let me do the talking after that. it seems that they're intimidated by me. i mean comeee onnnnn! we can all be loud together no?

no?

OKAY WAIT. u cant expect me to change right?! to be a little bit quiet than usual?! to mellow down just so u're not intimidated by me anymore?! YEAHH RIGHT! hahahahaha seriously u guys should think before u opened your mouth. eh, maybe that's why its better to let me do the talking.

he's my DATE!

2010-02-13T18:35:00.000-08:00

okay first, Happy Chinese New Year people! and Valentines day too! hehe haih alone, again this year wakahkahkah

okay so next tuesday im going to Miri for a couple of days and the next week after that im going to Gua Niah, Miri and the next week after that im going to Perkampungan Penan to do some research there. HOW COOL IS THAT EY?! hahaha yess cant wait. AND THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT'S FUN AND IM LOOKING FORWARD TO! other? none.zero.nil.

okay back to Vday. hmm i wonder why the guys dont like me. HAHAHAHA WTF. some of the reasons :

im fat
im too LOUD
im fat and dark
im too loud that they cant hear themselves when they're with me
i look like i can always protect my own self?
im fat
im rough and im not like those hihihi girls, im more of a GAHAHA girls.
im fat
im loud
im fat

okay there are 10 reasons up there so u choose. and tell me what u think no?

apa?! pencairan berlaku?!

2010-01-16T22:00:00.000-08:00

no break for this week, practically woke up very early from monday till today, which is Sunday. oh the crap activities that UPM organized to make the students fully occupied and not waste time? what ever.

hmm got AYYYY LOTT of unfinished works, proposal, lab reports and drama practice. i have no time, since we got unnecessary activities. sighh. yeah i rant a lot so? talked to anem just now and i can smile for a little bit since i miss her dydkwnsuwidrhcvwee yeah like that. im a bit mellow this month i dont know why, im not focusing on the studies, mind's not here. i miss home. i miss my mates. i miss everything. yes EVERYTHING.

mahn i lost my mojo and now i dont know what to say so yeah lets upload pictures of ME! hahahahahhaa yes the newest picture of me, in case u're wondering whether i'd lost weight already. RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTT i gained kilos during the sem break so tadaaaaaa the bigger me. haha oh yes, these pictures include people who kept me alive and breathing well in here. now u can see what's been happening this month.and and that girl in blue in the pic below? i dont know how but she suddenly just kept joining us and we dont like her that much. how to shoo her? hmm i dont know. me? i hate her. she dropped my farking phone and well it is now not looking so good. seriously, she's the first to drop that phone. fck her.

my fav drink now, 7up ribena.!

cocky eh

cek ma<3

yes i have admirers HAHAHAHA wtf

ya, aku hidup lagi!

2010-01-14T05:21:00.000-08:00

tahniah sara, kau sudah tidak ada lagi pembaca. walaupun kawan-kawan kau sendiri. sape suruh menghilang lama sangat.

dan semuaaa menghilangg..oooo dan semua menghilanggg... *garasi- hilang*

wtf okay im super tired today oh played ping pong for 2 hours straight non-stop yo! mahn im liking pingpong! sighh dulu-dulu ejek adik aku wimp sbb suka pingpong ish makan laa kau! makan balik kata-kata kau tuu.

andddd lots of assignments and lab reports to be done. and im not even halfway there teng teng teng 30marks for u there sara. haihh -__-

its been raining non-stop for exactly 24hours now. so damn cold tak tipu. kalau tiba2 snow pun tk terkezut okay! serious, tgh buat muka serious ni, betul ni. ok bygkn cpt 1 2 3 skrg!

assignment fish biology gaddaym! ken atranslate english into malay helloooo susah okayyy! ini sume pasal tidak mahu students copy paste from the internet wuhuhu *bunyi nangis*

okay sgt penat tak larat. bye blog. (sebut blog sebab dah takda readers tskk tskk T_T)

guess who's back with a brand new track?

2010-01-12T23:10:00.000-08:00

ooooooooookay straight away tekan button new post! hahaha

hmm okay i know its been gaddaym long time since i last blog. blame other social networking sites! really, a lot has been happening to me last few.................months? but im too caught up with facebook and twitter, yes im a victim of those and blame me friend for it! sighh * shakes head*

lets hope my mojo is back ey? i never really realized that at least SOMEONE noticed my blog and the long hiatus. ehemaisyahehem! i think i shall blog again since IM BACK IN BINTULU! FOR SECOND SEMESTER yess still surviving hehe. class still the same, people, hmm tougher subjects but hey im a FAMILI so what cant i do ey? :P

promisee i'll update more yeah! soon? maybe? hahahaha cos yknow im trying to cut off my online time for more study time YEAHHHH RIGHTTTTTTTTTT!

*serious face* but seriously. im trying. but still cant stop onlining haihh so siao!

so ......................................................................................

ok bye for now.

coincidence

2009-11-12T05:02:00.000-08:00

grabbed a snack and sit in front of the cage and started munching. mum was doing her work at the hall.

sara: *started thinking* hmm, ma, kenapa rabbit ni kan makan je tak stop2 dari siang tadi?

mum: silent. *looked at me* habes mcm kamu tu pun kenapa tak henti2 makan? *giggles*

sara: ohhh -__________-' *stopped munching* ye la tapiii....................... *kehabisan alasan* hahahaha

mum: hahahaha biar lah dia.

sara: ok fine, *walked away*

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oh did i tell ya did i? did i? did i? no? oh here goes!

I GOT TWO RABBITS YEAY MUMMYYYYY! nyiahaha so it seems this semester breaks would be fun after all ;D

meet Ceklat (pronouce cherk lat)

meet Snowie/Snowman

teehee :D

motherload home

2009-11-07T19:24:00.000-08:00

cant remember when's my last time got nagged by my mother. hihihi am a good girl now *battling eyelashes*

okay folks im officially home now. arrived yesterday morning and didnt get any rest until 11pm. sigh, its okay i miss Shah Alam and civilization. huahua. so today i woke up to my mother's voice coming in my room thrice and said " oi anak dara taknak bangun ke?" and then she went out. three times she repeated the same thing. hahaha see, she's so nice to me now she didnt even nag or force me to wake up hehe (the advantage of studying so far away and rarely go home) xD

well that is wayyy better than the way i woke up back in Bintulu! of course, nobody really would wake me up especially on weekends but i WILL wake up early due to the sound of door slamming, table banging, footsteps stomping, loud music made by my @%^&() roomie! OH MY GOD I TELL YOU SHE GETS ON MY NERVES EVRYTIME! GAH! but nevertheless, she helped me a lot so yeah i appreciate her. hehh ;)

follow me on twitter i love twitting blame my mate for getting me involve with twitter now i get the sense of less blogging in the future sigh

before i leave

2009-11-05T09:51:00.000-08:00

yes, before semester ends, we (classmates and i) went to tanjung batu to have fun. hehe we didnt really decided to get wet but yeah we actually did get wet. sorry ben about the car! nyahah! weh best gilaaaaaaaaa suprisingly i'll miss bintulu. and my classmates. cos we actually grew close. well since its only 41 of us. yeahh i kinda like them hihi so PICTURESSSSSS! :D

the waves are HUGE! :S

meet otai! :D

cik ma, nad, tasnim, tiah, danny and otai

konon2 bapak ayam aa

gonna miss u guys :')

idk why i love peace sign lately!

tilt cha head up

2009-10-28T22:24:00.000-07:00

4 down 3 more papers to go. my only concern now is for biology paper omg finals are almost over here i come shah alam! here i come! ;D

orang2 shah alam get readyyyyyyyyy to have me baaaaaaaaaaackkk! muahahahaaha ok gtg still have papers la not yet done okay laterrrr B-)

so so "suddenTly"

2009-10-21T02:02:00.000-07:00

so suddenly i felt the rush to go home. well i just got back from settling the upm's bus thingy. watson and i had been running here and there with all the ridiculous procedures just to get a bus. from 8.30 in the morning and now its 4.30 in the evening and its all settled. finally, THANK GOD we did get the bus anyway :)

okay back to the unstable emotions. i always, repeat, always feel like this espeially late evening. there are no co-curriculum here in UPMKB. they do have sports but yknoww its not my sports. i dont have anything else to do here in the campus. its been a long time since i last jog or even PLAY ANY SPORTS. yeah i wanna go home then i can jog with alysa or whatnot. sighss. but most of all i miss MY DRAMA TEAM. really i do. i miss acting. even if its only for school. seriously :(

all the clubs here sucks. they're not active, no competitions boo-hoo. i miss acting so much :((((
ma, can i stop studying now and pursue my dreams? OHHH PISH POSH! *slaps self* okay back to reality. NOT GONNA HAPPEN. my sister lied, my mother lied. they said i can always get involve with the uni drama club or softball club or hockey club but see what am doing now?! ranting and sitting in front of the laptop, widening my bum!

seriously i wanna go homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :'((

hey look here!

2009-10-20T23:16:00.000-07:00

You don't know how sick you make me,

You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach,

Every time I think of you, I PUKE!

You may not think you do, but you do

Every time I think of you I PUKE!

-a brilliant man.

oh wait, now i feel better!

2009-10-20T04:22:00.000-07:00

hate is a strong word no? therefore i shall say i dislike. yes i dislike you. no scratch that, not you. but for what u have done. i want nothing more than in this world the strength to forgive you. really i do. i will pray everyday for god to give me the strength, the ABILITY, the goodness of a heart to forgive you dear friend. soon, maybe. read it clearly honey, M.A.Y.B.E. we shall just sit, rest, breathe and wait. wait for the time. let time decides it all.

maybe a little bit of revenge wont hurt you no? well it seems that you have a heart of a stone? whoops im sorry but i just have the urge to be mean. you cant really blame it on me now do you?

forgive me god for i have sinned.

forgive her god, FOR SHE HAVE SINNED TOO :)

inhale

2009-10-17T09:52:00.001-07:00

people are getting more annoying each day. almost everyone. i dont know maybe its just me. maybe because finals are nearer and it's getting stressful. maybe again added with all other problems in life. im not gonna elaborate on those though. people here just doesnt get it, okay i dont wanna tell you my problems, why? BECAUSE U'RE NOT PART OF MY LIFE.

so yeah get the hell out of my own space and let me breath. i now im not like i used to be. im less friendly, less interested in your stories, in your not-so-funny jokes, and less time spent with you people. eg roommate, sidekick,seniors. i do feel bad though. its not the time of the month too. i am moody just about anytime, any minute, i can laugh all the way but suddenly gets mad for the littlest thing. and then i turn to something mean. you think i want all these unstable emotions aa? of course la noo.

its kinda weird too actually i find it weird myself. stop trying to pull me back to you guys. i do feel bad. I DO. but yknoww i REFUSE to let you guys in. deal with it. ok fine im sorry you guys doesnt know that im having problems. all you know is i am furthering away.

p/s: next up is my final swimming test. :D

dissapointment

2009-10-13T23:19:00.000-07:00

its been awhile huh? its been tough. finals are nearer than ever, nearer than the day i'd be home. nearer than i'd be near my family and famili again. things has been rough, tough. stressing out but hey that's what we call life huh?

good thing i got friends. no i dont mean here in bintulu. though i have some in bintulu. they make me happy. they kept me alive. but the littlest things that could make you happy would be your biggest problem. mates, it doesnt mean that if we were all far away from each other we cant TRUST each other, that we'll betray each other. all you need is trust. if this is how things are gonna work, i dont see future for ALL of us. i am super disappointed the moment i knew that you actually dont trust me. its me mate, its SARA. what do u expect? im still the same person, the person that you can trust. only god knows how disappointed i am. fucking disappointed. even if i WANT to betray you, i dont think he'd do it. if i really wanted to betray you, i'd do it long time ago. fck it u dont understand now do you? u're over there with a lot of things that u can do, u can have fun with. its different mate. different. over here,we only have each other. we dont socialize THAT much. its just for the sake of "so i can have good people in my group work, people to help with my assignments" nothing more than that. i dont think being loyal means no friends at all. PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU TO TRUST US.

really we both love you. he loves u more than i do i think. stop stressing out. start trusting each other. start trusting me. i love you mate.

now let's swallow a Xanax and pray it'll get easier.

ini bukan mak aku lah!

2009-10-02T00:25:00.000-07:00

things are hectic around here with assignments, tests, and final a final project before the finals. 24 more days to go. i am not ready. not. ready. not. shutup sara they get it! i can feel the dullness everywhere. even some said " sara, kenapa muka kau sugul je lately?" sugul? wtf hahaha

yes people the atmosphere is very plain and dull. in classes and especially dalam blok. oh mai god the block has never been this quiet before. there must be at least somebody (selalunya ehemakuehem la tuu) yang akan jerit2, bising2 or even runs around. girls at the bilik tv, gossiping and watching tele, people visiting each other (aku lagi la tu).

sekarang semua diam duduk bilik masing2 entah buat apa (ntah2 tido) maybe study. boring gila, dah jarang nak nampak muka semua orang. and sorry people i do realize that since i got back here after raya, WITH my laptop, i rarely gets out of the room OR talk to people even my roomate. there's no more gossiping or arguing. hmph. this is definitely an involuntary action people, i tell you aa i can focus on the laptop and see nothing else or here anything else. its not my fault, really. blame facebook and bubblefish bob. HEHEHEHE

:)

siti kawin lagi?!

2009-09-29T01:46:00.000-07:00

raya has been great, well since i got back to semenanjung esp, haha met mates, family oh how much i missed them. now im back in Bintulu though. i know it felt so hard to get on the plane but hey toughen up, only a month to go and sem breakk! yeay meeeeee *muka comel* BUT in order to get home after a month, there's gonna be finals. *muka kecewa* okay murung sekarang..................aaaanyhowwww its okay as long as i get to go home. seriously, its freaking hot in here right now. its been 2 days and i am always sweating like hell! walking back to the college from classes are like living hell! *screamssss* i never sweat like this before ok tipu tp you get the point. towels and boxers are my bestfriends in the room right now. oh and my laptop and speaker too hihihihi *aksi tangan mcm kangaroo sambil gelak comel* ok tapi korg tk perlu la nk buat aksi tgn tu skrg en. hahaha okayyy lama gila tak blog so i kinda lose that thingamajig to blog!

till then,

first day of raya!

2009-09-20T00:28:00.000-07:00

first day of Aidilfitri is always the best day ever.ever and ever. of the year okay you get it right? im freaking tired after a hot blazing day visiting the relatives. i love raya :D okay so im not in the mood to talk much so shall we? ;)

tired after non-stop eating!

its hot i tell u

she's very tired hahahaha so cute horrr

cousins

sumbangan ikhlas kpd pelajar OKU eh pelajar berjaya

hundreds of ketupat palas and only both of us je yg buat?! damn tired wehh

siblings love :)

more later okay? see ya! happy raya peeps

landed

2009-09-18T16:53:00.000-07:00

yes peeps im home now! been here in Semenanjung since thursday and spent a day with em mates ;)
tapi tak puas sbb sehari je kut, tkpe korg cuti sem sebulan je lgi, nnt hari2 mngadap muka korg haha sorry shaz, shidan, tra btul2 tk dpt klua mlm tu sorry sgt especially shaz ;(

AAAAAANYHOWWWW. im on my way back to Batu Pahat!! yeay me hehehe torturing ride in the car though. sokayy as long as sampai sana i get to see em cousins and my sister weehooooo. cant believe i finally get to semenanjung hehehe rindu gila shah alam weehh! agak byk berubah haha aiceh.

SPECIAL THANKS TO EM MATES ALYSA, ANEM,MYRA,QISS,TRA,SHAZ,SUPY AND OMAN FOR PICKING ME UP AS THE AIRPORT THE OTHER DAY. im so touched felt so loved sampai2 dua kereta amek omagad terharu ok nangis sekarang air mata menitis tsk :')

i love you people.

emosi

2009-09-03T19:01:00.000-07:00

its been a very long time since i post anything in this dusty blog of mine. i apologize. been very very very busy mates! test 1 was just about to over and this coming week, test 2 are going to start. sighs im tired of all the tests la why cant it all be over? T_T

i still have one week and 4 days before i come back to semenanjung WOOHOOOO! cant wait. but i knowww mesti by the time balik nak beli brg2 raya, kasut2 di kedai berhampiran akan kehabisan size. oka murung. baju2 cantik sudah habes dan juga kehabisan size. ok murung. akan kesuntukkan masa utk shopping. ok murung. kekecohan akan berlaku dan di hari raya saya tak akan cantik seperti setiap tahun. ok murung.

tapiiiiiiiiiiiii saya dapat balik ke rumah dan berjumpa rakan2 tersayang. tak murung. berjumpa emak.tak murung.makan makanan semenanjung sedap2 gila dan masakan mak. tak murung. jumpa adik saya sophia. tak murung. berjumpa sanak saudara di hari raya. tak murung.

hmmm..semakin hari semakin terasa yang saya seringkali terlalu emosi dan selalunya emosi saya yang selalu membuak2 buas ini tidak stabil. korg rasa tak?

esok

2009-08-21T06:26:00.000-07:00

ESOK PUASA TIPU GILA TK SABAR NAK BALIK RAYA SIKITTT JE LAGI YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY ESOK PUASA PSTU SEKEJAP JE DH RAYA! BALIK SEMENANJUNG YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY.

p/s: long post with pictures soon. just recovered from h1n1.

miss A

2009-08-12T22:47:00.000-07:00

im sorry for the long idle mates! its just i've been busy for like what 2 weeks i think. tests have been good.well some of em. eventhough its not totally over yet. math's will be after my mid sem break which is next week. one whole week of hols and i cant go back to semenanjung wtf FML. T_T
tsk menyedihkan i wanna go homeeeeeeeeeeeeee! but to think of it again, nahh not with the severe cases of h1n1. loads of picture to put up here but please peeps do wait haha wtvr i like talking to myself lately hmmm kenapa ya?

ohh and my heart cant stop jumping up and down up and down up and down everytime i think of home. i knowwww it'll be another month until i got back but i reaaaaaaaally cant wait! tp lama lagiiii T_T tsk tk sbr. nk blk nxt week please? huuuuuuu *nangis sorg2*

i miss my family! i miss my sisters.i miss bp.i miss my brothers okterpaksacakap. HAHAHA i miss my dad i miss semenanjung's food.i miss mcd.i miss starbucks. i miss driving around. i miss my school.i miss everything. most importantly i miss FAMILI.

as of now.

2009-07-31T01:21:00.000-07:00

as i read, i read carefully. again.
as i read, i knew she was gone for good.
as i read, now i know the news were true.
as i read, i realized that now, my wish will never come true.

al-Fatihah to Yasmin Ahmad.

SERIOUSLY?!

2009-07-30T05:37:00.000-07:00

as promises few photos of everything that revolves around me hehe. as in what i do everyday here i Bintulu haha

experiment buat sendiri senyap2 :P 5 layer colour wohhh!

this is what u get if you combine your own air liur with other proteins, and benedict solution!

forcing the deers to eat haha hari2 lalu sini pagi petang otw prgi class. -___-'

the degil and snobbish deer

see im excited. this was around 4 pm right after class hehe

my ladang team. gigih kami bekerja *thumbs up*

sebelum menanam dulu2, ni la bijih benih bendi :D

kerah tenaga

just so you know ladang dan pokok kami sudah besar dan comel2 belaka serious tak tipu *sniff* *bangga*

videoooosssssssssss!!!

this is what happens when u go crazy haha. kurang ajar dia taknak makan dr tangan aku menakutkan sgt ke muka aku ni? tsk T_T

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ini during swimming class last week. team ni kena denda because kalah race dgn team kitorg. lecturer suruh diorg jog satu pool sambil kepit foam tu celah kangkang! hahahahahaha these are watson, faliq, danial, and fatin hahahaa

sugus2

2009-07-29T07:14:00.000-07:00

okay here's the mms i was talking about i found it hehe sorry :P
seriously i miss you guys like bloody feet too :(((

sugus

2009-07-29T06:46:00.000-07:00

i changed my sim card the other day because my maxis number has been blocked due to over usage haha wtf okay so after a while i changed back to my maxis number just in case someone texted me to that number or what not. but what did i found is this MMS from a good friend of mine, FOXYY MYRA! she/they made my day like seriously :)
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ok i lost the picture where is it?! wtf boleh hilang ni yg nk mrh ni eiiii haha

aaanywho, they sent a picture of them with a little message saying "we miss u cak :') " awww i miss u guys too like bloody hell at least u guys get to see each other ey? :) everyone looks pretty the same but a little bit diff okay wtf haha seriously. anem, u look so cantik la with ur long hair, qiss so matured woo-hoo, aliya why la so pucat your face? myra as usual getting prettier and alysa looked softer? hahaha riggggghttttt.

its been a while since i last post my entry. its because of this cough,flams,sinus, and flu i had since the last 3 weeks. yeah i thought i was getting better too but no it came back after a few days of feeling better. sighs ma said she's going to send me something from Mecca WITH some other foods from semenanjung i ordered hehehe ;)

but i heard that we ourselves have to go and get our very own parcels at the BINTULU POST OFFICE which will cost us around rm15 to get there by cab. it seems that the office boy from UPM wont get it for us anymore. boo-hoo. okay next! this coming weekend is going to be another busy weekend! sighs but no worries its going to be fun! i have swimming class for both saturday and sunday to replace the classes we're going to have to cancel in Ramadhan which is a BIG A-OKAY for me and after the swimming class in sunday, we're going straight to the "Kolam Penetasan Ikan" where we're going to have the BBQ with the sem3 and sem5 seniors. we're going to help the seniors harvest their fishes and clean them and then barbecue them yummyyyy! :O

hmm what else? oh yeah im running out of money faster than i ate all my apples hahaha. banyakkk gila baju kena beli, yuran kena bayar wtf yuran blok rm10, baju korporat rm 70 kutt, tshirt budak2 ikan, rm30 haa ape lgi korg nk mintak haa mintak la sekarang. tkpe takde hal mintak je aku bg tsk T_T

oh yeah did i tell you i miss home and family and famili and friends? did i? did i?
i cant wait for hari raya :( i wanna go homeeeee and batu pahat too :((

oh and i have this one week holiday during Ramadhan in August but i cant go home unless someone so generous and murah rezeki and very handsome/pretty and so so nice and very the smart okay sara stop complimenting someone's that's never gonna exist and sponsor your flight ticket. im planning to go to Miri. can aa ma? he he he :P

you dig?

2009-07-26T05:10:00.000-07:00

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGG! miaahahahaha i got a new dig! i love bintulu okay enuff said now i dont have any money to eat for the next 3 weeks i think. but i do not care cause i got what i NEED. read need okay. *angel face*

sorry for the low resolution of ze pic. just so u know, im in bintulu and i dont have a camera and i dont have friends with good camera haha ;p
BUT i swear to god the colour of ze new dig is so freakin cute its PIRANGE! *thumbs up* :D

damn

2009-07-21T05:38:00.000-07:00

END OF ORIENTATION WEEKS! sigh now im kinda glad it's all over. now my empty closet but full bucket were washed up, my bed now are always made up (even my roomate was so suprised she kept on asking what's going on with me for 2 days) my table is now a table (not a thing full with papers/shirts/panties/lotion/stuff. practically the room is clean. hehe

and now i'll have the time to blog about everything. my roomate, classes, seniors,block mates and such. but i wont as tonight is not weekend night. i have homeworks to do. but im still here. trying to 'release' the tense by onlining before i start dong my works but i dont think its working as UPM BLOCKED THE FRIGGIN YOUTUBE! and facebook is really not helping. its so damn slow why fb whyyyyyy?!

i am now constantly hungry. i get hungry every 15 minutes. what the hell i knoww! and i hate my biscuits my bread are now gone. all gone. sighs i dont want to walk to KK1 to buy friggin food because

1- then i have to pay for it like membazir gila taknak habes duit on food
2- im on diet
3- its freakin far

BUT if i walk to KK1 i'd get to meet the boys MUAHAHAHAHA! but i rather not because i know i wont found K-boy anyway hahaha. oh so cute oh so melting oh so can play guitar oh so cannot stand it oh so need help. :P

ho yeahh

2009-07-16T22:42:00.000-07:00

ugh sounds of people drilling the stairs (which is two steps away from my room) and this announcer guy announcing stuff that i dont understand a hell about disturbed my sleep and the disability of sleeping drag me to my roomie's laptop to online. hehehe

talked to my sister hana on the phone, messaged a few people to inform other people that english class on monday is cancelled and meeting at 2pm later today is postponed to 8pm tonight. i wonder why everytime i tuck myself in, THERE IS ALWAYS ALWAYS incoming calls or text messages. either at night or even noon. note that it disturbs my sleep too. oh yeah i saw two doctors this week. its about this horrible cough im experiencing. the first doctor is from the hospital and he didnt even give any attention to what i saying and he just swoosh swoosh here's your prescription and guess what? the meds doesnt work a bit for me! except for the meds that helped my swollen tonsil. so after another week of torture i went to upm's clinic yesterday. luckily a doctor from upm serdang was here for the whole week. i saw him and he actually listened to me and without having to tell him anything he knew about my asthmatic childhood. WOW. so he gave me prescriptions and tadaaaaa today, i felt so so so much better and no more coughing! even at nights! yeay me! yeay doctor from serdang! i can sleep now! but there's a little bit of flams inside me but who cares i feel better! thank you doctor.

BUT he said to avoid cold drinks, cold shower, sleeping under the fan, and dusts. here's the thing; okay i CAN avoid cold drinks but the bathroom here doesnt have water heaters (DUHHHH -_-) so yeah i HAVE to bath in cold shower and my bed IS kinda near to the fan in my tiny room and i cant move the bed so i CANT avoid sleeping under the fan. oh yeah and the dusts? we cant run from dusts come onnnnn! (i rarely swept the room, miahahaha)

okay so my lunch just now would officially be my last nasi for this month. i need to save up because i spotted a cute pair of sneakers yesterday at Park City Mall! i need that shoe! note that i said need, not want okay?

by the way i think im not gonna be dead in here becauseeeeeee park city mall has it all! haha oktipugila tak la semua tp ada giordano,nose,CINEMA, and pearl drinks HO YEAHH so going to be my tempat lpk soon. i dont know what else to do now dangg! well at least until 5pm because by then i have to walk to the Ladang with my NEW blue boots and NEW slipper i bought yesterday ho yeahh!

till then,
:)

p/s: promises of pictures will eventually be granted.

Best Compliment?

2009-07-14T18:39:00.000-07:00

Best compliment i've ever received in my whole. unfortunately i found it very funny and i cant stop laughing everytime they said it. this situation happened during the orientation week, there's a couple of girls in the bathroom when i walked in

G: haii :)
S: haii :)
G: sara kan?
S: oh, err haah hehe *@#$%^ ni msti sbb kena pggil kt dpn masa ceramah sbb tidur haritu!*
G: eii kita suka la tgk muka awak ni tau tak?
S: huh? ohhh okayy haha asal pulak? *malu tapi mahu*
G: takde laa. kita tgk kt sini enn dlm byk2 org ni muka mcm awak ni mmg betul2 ssh nak cari tauu. serious muka awak mcm betul2 org melayu. mcm org2 melayu tradisional lah
S: say whaaaaa?? hahahahahahahahahahaha
G: hahahahaha jgn la gelak betul saya ckp nii
S: ohh hahahahahahahhaha okayyy hahahahahahahahahahaha *gelak smpi mati*

since then they both call me 'traditional'. everytime they saw me! hi im traditional. haha

okay i am very confused now. i dont know which one is true but here's another situation

A: haii
S: haii group sama eh?
A: iyaa. nama siapa?
S: sara. kamu?
A: ******
S: ohh dr srwk ya?
A: iyaa kamu dari mana tok?
S: oh saya dr shah alam meh
A: ohh okayy
*this is where i did something that shows im a muslim*

A: eh? kamu muslim ka?
S: eh ye lahh haha saya melayu lahh
A: YA KA? *terperanjat besar nak pengsan mcm ada cicak lalu kt kaki*
S: eh *pelik gila* kenapa?
A: kamu melayu asli lah? nada campur2 tok? (tiada campur2 bangsa ke?)
S: eh ye lah pure malay.
A: yaka? saya tak percaya lah saya igt kamu ada mix2 tuu
S: haha tkde lahh.

next situation is between me and my class mate.

B: *grab my matrix card* eh? kamu ada mix2 chinese ka?
S: -___-' takde lahh ini gmbar masa putih sbb tu lah nmpk mcm chinese.
B: ohhh sy btul2 igt kamu ada mix chinese.
S: takde lah saya pure malay kalau mix pun mix jawa ada lah hahahahaha

for your information, i am darker than ever now. due to everyday walking 24/7 + 3 hours of swimming class once a week + farm trekking the other day. nanti balik semenanjung, kamu orang tak kenal saya lgi.

mms

2009-07-14T00:06:00.001-07:00

MMS PALING CELAKA AKU PERNAH TERIMA SEPANJANG HIDUP AKU SETAKAT NI! di kala ku kesepian, dirona ombak nan resah tiba2 boomm boom poww boom boom pow ada message masuk.

with a little message, "Weh, ktrg rindu kau. Ktrg tgh lepak ni..! Ni ada gamba tuk kau." kurang ajar ke tak? jeles aku hahahahaha benci korg putus kawan!

help?

2009-07-13T22:39:00.000-07:00

sorry for the long dissapearance haha had an exhausting weekend. the farm trekking, the block orientation and such. god knows how tired i am. the farm trekking was ohmygodsofriggintiredialmostkillmyself! walked the whole 715 hectars of UPM i think haha we started off around 8 am and ended by 12 pm. even back at the 10km run i did past few years wasnt this bad. im telling you horr

block orientation week was boring at first but it gets better each day. the seniors at my block wasnt that bad. they're okay i even had dinner with one of em yesterday huahuahua ;p loads to tell but not now i promise to post the pictures later on. hehe

my throats are killing me. its been almost a week and every night i had to deal with this loud and painful coughs and it disturbs my sleep BADLY. my stomach hurts everytime i cough due to the big pressure of coughing. i dont know what else to do. i ate all the prescriptions from the doctor. yes, the swollen tonsil had swollen down but the coughs is a never ending T_T i want my mummyyyy :(

okay no im just kidding i need someone who can really help me with this #$%^&*^&* throat!

im outdated

2009-07-07T21:35:00.000-07:00

see? im here again. told ya imma be here e v e r y d a y. the so called math class was friggin hard because it's actually ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS. daymm why la these people so mean? tsk T_T

kenegaraan class this morning was okay yet another morning of 'mnyembah meja'
i was wondering why people kept looking at me. suddenly i realized " ohhhh i am the only malay freshman who's not wearing kurung..." what's with the looks? im only wearing tshirt WITH a cardigan and slack. at least im not wearing jeans. YET. hahaha boo you.

i opened my facebook and i now know that i missed micheal jackson's memorial daymmm i really want to watch! to hell you bintulu u make me miss everythingggggggg! i havent watched television yet since i came here and it's about two weeks already. this is because the seniors has been conquering the tv room. tsk T_T tunggu aku jadi senior! hahaha

a little meeting with the swim lecturer just now and it seems like no one, i repeat NO ONE read the subjects before they applied for this course. some of them dont even know we have swimming class for a subject! i was like dont you guys read anything or even care before deciding what's your future gonna be like?! dont ya? dont ya? i guess im the only one who's been extra paranoid? OR im the ONLY one who's really concerned about my future? i mean helloooo kau nak amik perikanan tapi kau taktau pun swimming suit tu kena pakai ketat2? kau tktau pun swimming suit tu kena bawak(obviously)? kau taktau pun swimming suit tu ada yang tak seksi?! taktau pun ada swimming suit utk muslimah?! kalau taktau swimming tu aku faham lah biasa lah tu. lepastuak tu sorang lelaki yang poyo bajet lebih nak PAKAI WETSUIT prgi swimming lesson? HAHAHAHA kau bodoh ke weh nk pergi swimming lah bukan diving. sighss..

now do you get the picture of the people here in upm bintulu?

bak to basiks

2009-07-06T21:11:00.000-07:00

im guessing i can online everyday? even without my own notebook? in my own room? hahahaha everyday there'll be gaps between classes and i'll eat lunch for like 15 mins top and where do i go? here makmal ict miahaha. now this place will be in my everyday schedule huahua

onlined in english class too this morning. while the lecturer was teaching us how to create a blog and stuff. so i already have one but hellooo I WONT LA SHOW THIS BLOG TO THE whole class or even the lecturer. im bitching about bintulu in here and im not using decent words in here too so i wont destroy my already-scarred-due to-being-a-free-hair-muslim reputation. sighs what's up with people lah right?

so here are the basic everyday questions i have to answer whenever i met new people.
Case 1.

P: hai, dari mana?
S: Shah Alam
P: ohhhh... *smiles*

Case 2
P: nama siapa?
S: sara
P: sara je?
S: haah la
P: ohhh... *smiles*

Case 3
P: amek course apa?
S: perikanan
P: ohh budak ikan hehe.. *smiles*

Case 4
P: awak mmg free hair eh?
S: err ye lah? *isnt it obvius enough?*
P: ohhh...*smiles*

Case 5
P: kau ni anak org berada eh? loaded?
S: huh? tkde lahh biasa je lah. kenapa?
P: tipu aa. tkde aa cara kau ni nampak mcm orang loaded je hehe
S: eh mana ada la ha-ha
P:*smiles*

Case 6(this usually will happen when people came into my room)
P: apa ni?
S: er lip gloss
P: lip gloss tu apa?
S: pengilat bibir?
P: huh? macam2 lah kau nii
S: oooooooooookayyyyy.

now u get the picture of people here in bintulu?

Bintulu mariii :)

2009-07-03T22:25:00.000-07:00

nasib baik kwn ni bwk laptop dan ada broadband so boleh pinjam kejap2 adoiii trpaksa lah.
i have no good friends here. but i have loads of friends here. friends to hang around? ZERO! friends to walk around? ONE. friends to sometimes laugh together? THREE. that's all i got. orienfriggintation week ended this morning. i cant blog much yet im just here to update a lil bit hehe tak tahan tk online dh semingguuu :O

im starting to get annoyed by my roomate and this girl from next door.seriously, and i dont know why but i tend to hate people after 3 days of knowing them. some, 3 minutes. 99.9 % of them are close minded, -5% lack of confidence and very...i dont know how to describe them. im really sorry but i CANT accept close minded people. i am planning to stay away and ditch them. i dont know why but i cant get close to them. everytime i looked around, they all have their own clan already but me? i kept sitting at different clans every now and then. non of them suits me. i now declare that i will be alone here for the next 3 years and i am very individualistic and i stand by my own feet. i dont need no girlfriends bcos i already have loads back home.

luckily, i have this one girl im quite fine with. we laugh all the time together.she helped me to forget home. i want to forget home while im here. i want to forget my family, my mates when im here. i cant wait for classes so start, im just here to crash my brain. thank you.

bontot

2009-07-03T22:15:00.000-07:00

kawan2, aku sara dari bintulu ni. aku tak boleh online. aku dh mati. bye

Familians

2009-06-26T07:28:00.000-07:00

it took me some time till something hit me in head to realize that i actually have a great life. you know a while back years ago, i had this family crisis. yeah it was tough alright but we managed to get through it. so my family, without my dad that is had to move from our perfect house. i did not want to move because then i have to leave my best friends and my life away. but we did anyway because all i ever wanted was for my mum to be happy and its okay if im not. she deserved ayy lot of happiness after what she gone through. so we moved here. and i thought it would suck because of the quiet neighbourhood, new school and of course new friends.

first year in my new school was okay. i was doing pretty well with the kids back then. i have my own clique and i hated alysa's group and her too of course. we mocked each others, we hated each others, we talk behind each others okay it wasnt THAT mean but we disliked each other. saidah was in our class too but she befriended with both of us. so moving on to the second year. our cliques fell apart. most of our friends moved to another class. but alysa and i stayed in the same class with addition of lokman. we got along pretty well in the second year. you could say we began to hung out with each other and i do enjoyed her company. she wasnt that bad after all. so that's how alysa,lokman,saidah and i became friends.close friends.

here's the most weird thing that has ever happened to me. i cant really remembered which year was it, either the second year or third year that i met hanim with her DSLR at the school canteen. i think it's the second year. i was at the canteen after some sports training and there she was too. so being the very typical me, i was SUPER friendly back then haha we smiled at each other and she offered to take a picture with me.we didnt even knew each other at that time so yeah we did took a picture together and since then, we're inseparable!

so the third year went off very nice as i met new faces.shidan got into my class and we actually dislikes each other because he's so mean and fat like that haha. so after a party held somewhere, we hung out with shaz a few days after at Starbucks. so that's how i met shaz and he introduced us to his lifetime gay partner aepul. then tra came into the picture. i met her at an event at Sunway Lagoon and of course being the back then typical super friendly me, i got along VERY well with her. and apparently, shaz,aepul and tra was from the same school and they were best friends too. so we were like the cutest group ever and hung out like there's no tomorrow haha.

fast forward to the fourth year in the school. you can say that i am super comfortable in the school already being the bad girl in the class and stuff. so during my fourth year, i tried out for hockey school team and did get in. but i was the only one who got in with a bunch of people i dont know and also aliya, my acquaintance and qiss the girl i disliked and i really think she's stupid and annoyed by her for some reason hahahaha. so after a few practices, i found out that they're okay and we got fonder each day hahaha so gay. so that's how we became friends. oh and i think during my fourth year that i met soleh at shaz's house. my first impression on soleh was he's a weirdo and i dont wanna get near him hahahaha ;p

the others like supy, i knew him from shidan in school and qila from shaz. supy is a very quiet and observant while qila, well she's everything that supy's not hahaha psycho gila qila doh haha and last but not least, our princess myra. i cant really remember how did we became friends seriously but that doesnt matter because she is now indeed my girlfriend :)

so the rest of it, was history. we clicked at the very moment our eyes met hahaha oh and i did noticed that most of them were my rival before i got to know them better so really, dont judge a book by it's cover. i am glad that God sent you guys to me. i am glad that my family crisis happened or i wont be here and wont get the chance to know half of the greatest people in the universe. i am glad that i got the chance to meet you Familians and i am glad God gave me this chance. so do take care people while you're there and lets meet up again when we got the chance aite? i love you guys more than i love money and without you guys, i wont be what i am today. so peace out yo!

UITM !@#$%^&

2009-06-26T03:18:00.000-07:00

Jumaat, 26.6/2009, 3,30pm,baru nak lunch manja2 dengan mak aku, tiba2 aku dapat message. uitm suruh check semula intake Julai 2009. aku naik atas laju2, nasib baik computer dah on. check punya check punya check, DAPAT! WATTAFAKKKK?! kenapa baru skrg nak bgtau aku dpt uitm?! kenapa?! kenapa uitm kenapa?! DIPLOMA SAINS DEKAT KAMPUS KUALA PILAH NEGERI SEMBILAN.

dekat je doh neg. 9 tu! ish esok pulak tu daftarnya! dia igt aku apa? ya allah kenapa lahh. tapi diploma sains, melanguk je aku mcm kat sekolah belajar tiga tahun sains tulen! wahhh mcm pandai sangat aku ni. dilemma gila sekarang uitm kurang ajar buat aku ragu2 balik. sebab btul2 ada choice ni! hahahaha tolongggg lah jangan buat aku mcm ni, please kay uitm?

JK

2009-06-25T11:19:00.000-07:00

yes dinner at The Italianiese with em mates for the last friggin time :') HAD LOADS of laughs and fun for sure. but aliya,myra and i sampai lambat sikit due to myra yang siap lama gila mcm nak pergi makan dgn bekas perdana menteri pulakk! okay fine the socalled theme was semi-formal/smart casual so yeah everyone looked smashing dashing tiptopkatalyte okaydiam!

hm totally gonna miss everyone. seriously i grew up with them, i did everything with them and i might say i cant live without them. nobody would understand me better than them. scratch that, nobody would even understand me! nobody can handle my sharp tongue, sharp words except for them! nobody can understand my sarcasm except for them! sometimes i dont even have to express my thought by words, they can understand everything only by looking at my facial hair, EH FACIAL EXPRESSION!

sighss. hmmmmmmmmm so so so sad, soleh will be leaving early in the morning tomorrow and so are a few other peeps. tinggal beberapa makhluk je nanti kat sini sampai sabtu je lah tapi. alysa wont be leaving until next week. dia poyo nk daftar lambat nak kena pukul !@#$%^&*(

so masa nak balik tu salam2 sedih2 peluk2 nangis2 tapi sikit je aku nangis sebab aku tough. hati kering pergi srwk tinggalkn member takpe tak kesah demi pelajaran dan masa hadapan aku redha. aku tak pernah belajar/dalam class yang sama TANPA ALYSA! aku rasa aku mati. macam mana? siapa nak duduk sebelah aku? siapa nak teman aku buat jahat tpi aku sorang yang akan disalahkan nanti? siapa nak kantoi buat benda bodoh dengan aku? siapa nak maki aku? gambar siapa aku nak tangkap masa dia tidur dalam class? siapa nak mengumpat dengan aku? siapa nak kutuk cikgu EH kutuk classmates dgn aku? siapa nak ponteng dengan aku? SUMPAH aku tak pernah berjauhan sebegini lama dengan dia.

aku tak pernah lepak makan after class, lepak petang, buat kerja, TANPA ANEM! siapa nak teman aku jalan pergi class nanti? siapa nak temankan aku buat kerja nanti? siapa yang aku nak paksa tolong aku nanti? siapa aku nak suruh korek bontot aku nanti? siapa aku nak suruh bawak camera nanti? laptop siapa aku nak pinjam nanti? siapa nak bluetooth dengan aku nanti? siapa nak faham sindiran mendalam aku nanti? SUMPAH aku tak pernah sebegini berjauhan sebegini lama dengan dia.

nanti aku sambung, aku nak pergi pack barang. haha

short review

2009-06-24T09:17:00.000-07:00

i watched Transfromers 2 and maaaahnnn it was awesomeeeeeeeee! serious tk tipu kena pergi tengok. a must watch movie la if i have an extra thumb i'd be giving them 3 thumbs up!

adore Micheal Bay and Steven Spielberg for brilliant script and imagination! oh my god it was beautiful. but the scene where The Fallen was defeated by the new transformed Optimus Prime was too short. and what happened to the twins Autobots? and the other 2 motorchicks Autobots? haaa i sense the smell of the next sequel.

Megan Fox was sexayy and i might think im a homo but Shia Lebouf, oh godd he proved me damn wrong baby! he was hot i was melting the whole 2 and 15 minutes hours in the cinema! laughter conquered the room the whole time and yes i cried when Sam Witwicky died. so so tragic. and i knew Optimus would come back from the dead and save the Earth and Sun! but hey i think Bumblebee was friggin awesome! he's been transporting people the whole time and suddenly when he fights back, man he was great! super duper great shiung shiung shiung! (bunyi besi2 masa transform)

the thing is, when Sam died, he didnt saw Jesus but instead he saw the generations of Primes?! hahaha brilliant.one in a million death experience.

OVERALL, 4 AND A HALF STARS!

so cliche

2009-06-22T10:05:00.000-07:00

ITS OFFICIAL! I AM SO MUCH IN LOVE WITH GUYS WHO CAN BEATBOX! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! *screams*

ESPECIALLY MITCHELL MUSSO! haha see this see this his new song is ducking awesome woh i loveeeee him! he's so cuteeeeeeeeeee oh not to mention suweeetttt!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oe4CF3Kgd-k&feature=related

p/s: he's a great beat boxer. aahhhhh*melts*

p/p/s: anem, this is so not because of you. haha

tsk

2009-06-22T07:17:00.000-07:00

i built fences around my heart and stood with the decision of going to bintulu. it's not easy but a bunch of people helped throughout the process. process of recovering. im currently preparing my mind and soul. i know i can do it and so are they. so if u find my posts are currently mellow-ish and a little bit corny, pardon me. its not me, its the environment. the blog is very boring and i promise you one day of a very good post. so do wait till the old Sara come home.

love,
xoxo

FML

2009-06-19T03:58:00.000-07:00

went to mcD sec3 with my brother for the annual party softball but suddenly panicked due to the severe case of too many strangers and little kids. felt a little bit weird and uncomfortable because before i go there i found out that two of my cousins were accepted into UM.

im raving mad. im quite shocked.especially when one of them didnt do so well, his matrix's were as bad as my SPM result but he got in. and i didnt. and i am thrown away in bintulu. note that i said thrown. texted my sister and then she called. became emotionally unstable so i had to get out of the mcd and talked to her for awhile. she convinced me to go first and then see what'll happen. almost broke down and i really need my mates right then. called a girlfriend but she's not available as she got classes to attend. i should know better she's no longer available for me 24/7 like she used too. panicked and the first person to cross my mind was supy. because he experienced so much in the past months.

so i called him and drove to his house. table talked with him. got very emotional.he comforted me and also convinced me to try first. i felt so much better after that and then i went back to mcD as everyone has started calling. it has been 1 1/2 hours. no wonder they called so got back there and ate two double cheeseburgers and two large cokes and a large fries.well i actually did have fun and very relieved. im still preparing my mental right now. so thank you so much supy for being there :)

still,

2009-06-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

ahh after 3 days of hot and torturing days in melaka, im back in shah alam and im ready to rock ok wtf bunuh diri. shah alam bosan seriously. i just got back around 2.30 pm this afternoon and no offence mates seeing you guys are way beyond awesome but look at us. we're doing the same damn thing over and over again every single day. boring isnt it?
i already miss Batu Pahat. badly. i had really great fun there. even when my im all alone there. not even my mum or my sibs. the late night lepaking, the late night sleeps, bowling and such ok shut up sara why so emotional @#$%^&

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im leaving soon. oh scratch that VERY soon. im trying to meet as many people as i can before i left for good. i just realized that bintulu is friggin far! faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar away! and i know i cant cancel this by last minute or else my mum would go nuts. but fuyoo @#$%^&*() fcking jauh sarawak yknow like i have to fly and all and if i suddenly wants to go home i cant just go home on the weekends how sucks right like really sucks i wanna go kill myself so that dont have to leave. proof that im so not ready to leave is that i havent pack a thing! and i only have like what 6 days minus eat,hanging out,sleep and laugh. still have a long list of what-to-buy. still not going anywhere. still no effort. still eating non-stop eventhough i gained 5 more kilos. still dont care. still dont wanna go. still wanna stay in shah alam. still wanna stay longer in Johor. still missing people. still okay shut up bye i wanna go kill myself. tsk T_T

what if?

2009-06-18T07:53:00.000-07:00

i cant handle it seriously. i just cant. stop saying stuff people. stop asking me to take care soon when im there. stop telling me to be careful.stop telling me to take a good care of myself. stop telling me to study hard. stop telling me advices. stop comforting me by saying 3 years will feel like 3 days when im there. it wont be it.sometimes when i think of her, i do want to leave but when i think again of them, i want to stay. badly. but everytime i think about myself, im very much confused. this is for my own good, my own future but what if i cant survive? what if i cant be myself there? what if im missing shah alam so much? what if i have no friends?what if im feeling very homesick? what if i need my mum and mates? i know im leaving very soon. i cant hear anymore of it. everytime they kiss me goodbye or hug me i cant do anything but to weep :')

Trolley

2009-06-14T09:43:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a whole lot of fun. while waiting for my family to arrived here in Batu Pahat, my cousins and i decided to go for bowling. as usual the four of us went to Batu Pahat Mall around 3 something. woah there's ayyy lot of people there BUT we only waited for like 15 minutes only before we get any lanes. so yeah basically the games were okay i wasnt so bad neither are they. after that, as usual again we went to Cool Blog for the drinks hehe yummy im addicted mann they only have these in Johor now where else trust me i've tried searching for it everywhere! drank it for everyday woh so sugary and non-healthy but who cares bhaha.

after we got home my family were already there. yeah it was nice to see them but i dont know why im not THAT pleased. i guess i just dont want to go home just yet. it's been really great here as always hehhh. so the evening went on like any other evening. minum petang, durian fiesta, main timbang bola and 2 on 2 with em boys. hehe im really good at it now you know after a week of "intensive" training. bak dtg aa weh haha

well apparently, my so called terer main bowling abang wants to play bowling too. so later on that night around 10 pm we went to The Summit for bowling AGAIN! hahaha how psycho bowling twice in a day. well i admit the night game the boys were doing great but me? i sucked! BIG TIME haha oh and of course my newbie sister sucked too but it doesnt count. finished around 12am and we were actually lost trying to find the way out since the main door are closed. got outside of the building and there were really empty spaces as there's not even a single car so we raced our way to the cars. ngahaha yeah including my 23 years old sister and 22 years old brother to my 16 years old cousin. suddenly we spotted an empty trolley and

Syuqry: mael tolak aku nak naik! *sits in top of the trolley*
Sara: ehh aku pun nak jugak tepi tepi haha
Hadi: haa naik aa cepat abang tolak kau. *signals something to Mael but im too excited to notice*
Sara: *sits on top of the trolley*
Hadi: *pushes me INTO the deep trolley!*
Mael: *pushes me around and around and around* HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Everyone: *gelak sampai mati golek2 atas jalan tar*
Sara: WOIIII! *freaked out at first* HAHAHAHA GELAK SAMPAI MATI SAMBIL CUBA BANGUN TAPI SUSAH! KENA STOP GELAK BARU LARAT BANGUN!
Everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
Sara: @#$%^&*()_ HAHAHAHAHAHA!

yeah i never thought the trolley was THAT DEEP and big. well it's big la that's why it can fit me in. haha after a very sakit perut laugh we went to Ramly in BP walk. went home around 1 something, onlined for a while and then slept at 2 am. FUN.

she died

2009-06-14T01:21:00.000-07:00

i am grieving. i am mourning. i am terribly sad. she died. she died a few days ago. i wasnt there for her when she needed me. she wont eat when im not around. i should've known better. leaving her for a week? i blamed myself for her death. her sudden death. she died with shame. they just watched her, dying slowly. they should've done something.anything. i miss her already. my one and only goldie, the goldfish. :(

little did i know

2009-06-12T12:18:00.000-07:00

3 games of bowling with relatives with double strikes at the last throw and a touch of roibo drinks after for a cool treat for selves. this now seems like essentials to me but soon i might realized that nothing last forever.

cut it off!

2009-06-10T22:13:00.000-07:00

very depressed and am feeling down and hurt and humiliated. you see this is what you get when you decided to 'hey lets try a new salon instead of the one you're used too' yes, this is what you get, over cut hair. i kept this baby for one year,waited for so long for it to grow and grow and grow. yet the stylist guy decided to 'hey lets cut more, she wont notice' wtf pendek lh bdoh sukati kau potong 2 inci lebih kau igt nk rmbut palsu ke? kau tk nmpak ke muka aku nak nangis masa sedar rupa2nya kau potong lebih2? tak nampak muka aku ke? menyesal aku khusyuk baca Cleo masa kau tgh potong. dah la gmba ni muka tk cukup tidur/hisap bong/high tk sedar diri.*its actually shorter than it looks* whyyy ohh whyyy tsk T_T

moooving on, after my RM47 was gone to the salon and a few whinings to em boys we decided to go karaoke. hehe yeah the must-do everytime i come here hehe. so from Summit off to Square One. well at least the karaoke made my day bhaha
so yeah lets let the picture do the talking haha babi phrase cliche but dlm karaoke tk byk gmba sbb khusyuk melalak mana sempat amik gamba, DUH HAHA

on the way to pick up aunty and home

halimah jongang

cute ey? HAHAHA

mael,syuqry,baem and moi

jgn maen gila aunty kiah pun nk camwhore gak

okay fine gmba karaoke gemok tgh khusyuk nyanyi;

*muntah*

yikes!

2009-06-09T13:12:00.000-07:00

went bowling today and apparently the first and third game was played quiet well. laughed my ass off watching my uncle and aunty struggling to get strikes so that they can laugh back at me haha well i have to admit, they're good. cousin broke his promises to bring me to the salon to cut ze hair. sighs pentipu. esok la katanya. esok la kau nak potong rmbut, esk la kau nak pergi amek kereta, esok la kau nk tgk wyg, suparman ke kau? haha

so went back quite late in the evening and played football with cousins. baem was a good player but mael? nahh he cant even get through me. helo? me as a goalkeeper? you kidding? tu pun susah sangat dah bodoh ke? haha well i learned to tanduk bola depan goal today. dah hebat aa sikit2 bak datang rakan2!

later after dinner watched tv at their house and they went out for futsal with their friends i guess. they promised to bring back food for me and another cousin, kuki to redeem themselves for ditching us two days in a row. haha tunggu sambil tahan mata sbb ngantuk tgk tv, sampai pukul 12.45 am. dah tertido2 sikit last2 diorg sampai rumah tak bwk apa2?! sumpah nak kena pukul so i got annoyed. waited for so long for nothing? why so stupid man haiyo so did some whining and nagging and of course kritikan dan kata-kata menyindir. so they decided to take me out to whatever mamak yang ada haha. waited for 4 friggin hours man. nak kena pukul sumpah. pukul 2 baru keluar makan nasib baik dah tertido tadi so tak ngantuk. cerita2 hantu dekat JB, berdekah-dekah, kenyang perut suka hati balik rumah around 3.

masuk rumah alarm bunyi dammit so kantoi balik lambat sangat tapi sokay cakap je lah tgk tv dekat rumah baem and here i am and its 4.26. i think i should get some sleep. *yawns*

upgrade needed

2009-06-08T06:41:00.000-07:00

helo from batu pahat, johor. yes i've been here for like what? 2 days and staying here for the whole week. i know i know no new interesting fun exciting funny posts lately huh? i dont know i've been busy hehe. now i have to figure out any logical way to go to penang and melaka after a week in batu pahat in a week. and i have to at least stay there for more than 2 days. and i have to get back to shah alam at least a week and a half before i fly fly away to bintulu bcos i havent pack a single thing just yet. sighs any suggestions?

so its been really fun staying in batu pahat as expected haha sbb cuti sekolah cousins ada ;p
still i havent found THE IT SHOE. i need the shoe trust me. and i decided to cut my hair people! YES I DECIDED TO CUT MY HAIR TOMORROW! this is all split ends fault people! i cannot stand it seeing the split ends laughing at me every single day and night. i have to cut you hair. you think this is easy for me?! watching u fall, getting cut from my head? you have no idea how hard for me to let u get cut! okay diam. sbnrnya mmg nk potong pun due to ze dry and split ends hair.

and im still having trouble with the online application for the PTPTN! bdoh apa doh website kerajaan? please aa tlg aa upgrade. nak batak semua kena apply online. tapi website mcm @#$%^&*( dah aa nak apply manually tidak boleh. any suggestions?

bye bye birdie

2009-06-02T21:55:00.000-07:00

okay lets pretend i didnt post "oh daddy" post just yet lets go back to being mellow for a sec huh? haha

i am feeling very lonely right now :(( well i've been settling my college documents by myself lately. well since i lost my morning buddy partner. she's gone! gone! gone! no she's not dead you scumbag she's awayyy in uitm shah alam! hahaha how pathetic is that? yeah i know but hey she's been very busy lately. she used to follow me EVERYWHERE EVERY MORNING. helped me with everything that i have to do like opening bank accounts, immigration, medical checkups, breakfast you name it. i have no other friends that can wake up early in the morning like her. scratch that i have no other friends that can wake up in the morning. tsk. i miss her really i do. come back anem please im begging you i hate doing stuff alone T_T . especially when there's no one to laugh at me if suddenly my car engine go BHAMM DEAD at the traffic light or when entering malls!
tsk T_T

i tried calling aepul the other day to ajak him to teman me to the immigration and guess what? he had stuff to do first and he was late! you know how i hate late people and being alone right?! sigh you're always there on time and not having something to do first! eventhough sometimes you have to go to the loo first before we go HAHA.

oh daddy!

2009-06-02T21:30:00.000-07:00

OMGOMGOMG bahaha okay this is my conversation with my dad just now in ym haha see my dad also got ym one. okay lemme refresh ur mind. i lost my phone late last year, someone in school stole in so i've been using my mum's old phone since now. i begged for a new phone since that and stopped hoping last week when my mum said she wont buy me one because well i guess i've been spending alot of her money. sooo suddenly this morning..hehe i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee my daddy he just made my day :) awww
its been a while since i felt this happy and satisfied really truthfully well not since last two weeks i guess. so u dont have to know from the beginning this is where he popped up the phone Q HAHA ;p

bapak: ok...kalu gitu bila dia nak beli.....
bapak: kalau lama2 tak guna jugak
sarancak: entah dia kata nanti bila sara balik sini lgi sekali baru beli
sarancak: which is raya nnt la
bapak: okay la tu....meanwhile pinjam la abg hadi punya dulu...dia kat umah dah ada pc
sarancak: tak mak tak bg bwk dulu
sarancak: dia suruh tgk keadaan dulu lh apa la
sarancak: takot kena curi nnt
bapak: pulak......
bapak: mmmm..reasonable gak tu..
bapak: no more comment on that
bapak: how about ur phone......
sarancak: haha adoi
sarancak: okayy oh phone?
sarancak: nampaknya dh kerja nnt bru dpt baru
sarancak: hahaha
sarancak: mak bising tknk belikan
sarancak: *put icon muka comel kat sini*
bapak: jgn nak bodek guna icon tu.......tak berkesan
sarancak::))
bapak: ok ok ok .... i buy for u as a present.....
sarancak: hahaha yke ni?
sarancak: my choice ke ur choice?
sarancak: :P
bapak: on a reasonable price range jer
sarancak: sara takut kat sana mahal laaa
sarancak: okay whats ur price range?
bapak: max. RM 600
sarancak: fuyoo
sarancak: wah then can get my choice what
sarancak: tapi kat sana taktau la cuba bpk try usha
sarancak: :)
bapak: tell me now what's ur options
sarancak: ada satu je hahaha
bapak: kalau ada rezeki its going to be a parting gift
sarancak: w910 ke w 901 mcm tu la
sarancak: parting gift tu apa?
sarancak: haha
bapak: i mean departing gift
sarancak: OHH
sarancak: haha okay balik ni semayang hajat la terus
sarancak: nak doa dimurahkan rezeki
sarancak: hahaha
bapak: w 901/910 tu......bangsa apa?
sarancak: sony E la
sarancak: kat sini can get 560++
bapak: ohhhh...okay
sarancak: hehe okay thank youu
bapak: i got about 24 day to source one....
sarancak: hahaha yeap tapi kalau lmbt masa raya lah amek hehe
bapak: kalu raya.......price range tu leh up lagi tu...he he he he
sarancak: hahahaha OHHH
sarancak: hehe tknak la sara tktau nak phone apa sbnrnya
bapak: dah..dah..eod.
bapak: nnt bpk try to soruce it..
bapak: dah nak keluar lunch..
sarancak: hehe okayy
bapak: lama2 sembang ngan kamu..mcm2 lagi kang kena
sarancak: ehh
sarancak: sapa yang offer eh?
sarancak: hahaha
sarancak: bye bapak jgn mkn gula byk2
bapak: hehehe.....dah pi lunch...kang perut kosong sakit la kang
sarancak: okayy will do
bapak: bye luv u
sarancak: take care bye
sarancak: love u too

weeehoooweeeehoooweeehoo see how nice i am? i dont even want a pricey phone i just want a moderate one. because we live in such a moderate lifestyle. and im such a moderate daughter. okay diam kau sara. im very giddy now haha so when i proudly told this to my mum right after the conversation with satisfaction of course haha

sara: mak dad's buying me a present :DDD
mak: a new phone lah tu?
sara: *damn how did she know?* hehehehehehehehe iiiyeappppp
mak: dah agak dah. mesti try dapatkan jugak tu!
sara: hehe :P
mak: i know my daughter lah haha

haha okay so what? i worked hard for it. kinda. literally.

poor piglet

2009-06-02T02:57:00.000-07:00

aahh everybody seems to start getting rid of the swine flu huh?

*kudos!

anak mami

2009-06-02T02:10:00.000-07:00

kenapa blog cek sekarang ni bila upload gambaq ka, nak letak italic sikit ka,bold sikit ka, dia pi letak code ja naa? awat lagu tu? susah cek nak focus writing ni haa. awat laa haa. *goyang gelang emas* pusing kepala cek ni lama2 ketegaq! adoi maaf la naa cek nak upload gambaq bnyak ni. ala masa cek pi sabah hari tu tapi tu laa adoi blogger ni dia tak pasai2 buat hal! *goyang gelang emas* jadi tak pat la cek upload sbb gambaq tak keluaq! yang keluaq code2 dia panjang2 aduh mami lagu mana ni? kalau sikit takpa la keluar code cek buleh tahan lagi buleh handle tapi kalau mcm ni la code punya banyak, mmg tak habih pikiaq la cek mcm ni. pusing kepala!

p/s: see i was the one who should be sent to penang not them! fcking goverment!

god help me!

2009-05-31T21:32:00.000-07:00

ah besides the massive headaches, non-stop bad luck, process to college problems, voices in the head, weight gaining, serious mood swings i think my life now is quite....okay. i obviously cant say normal huh? ha-ha

yeah i've been very moody lately PLUS the fact that my mum officially WONT let me bring a laptop to Sarawak just yet. well not until the next time i get home which is in 3 fucking months time or should i say it would be on cuti Raya Puasa. oh tak cukup lagi tu and now i am 100% sure that i wont be getting the new phone that i've been eyeing for like forever. ITS NOT MY FAULT SOMEONE STOLE MY PHONE! well im actually using my mum's old phone now and the problem is that it has no memory card.okay ada la but yknow SIKIT GILA mcm selalu korg wish how sikit nyamuk yang akan kacau korg tidur setiap malam terutama di kampus atau kampung atau asrama atau kampus uitm shah alam.

see? im very mellow and moody now huh? why la cant i have fun like any other normal teenage girls with her friends and money and joy and youthful. im 18 now and i feel so old.

my dad were here last weekends wah very excited to see him and spent lots of time with him eventhough its only for ze weekends! oh i got pictures of my little cute gemok sister zara but masa nak transfer pagi tadi terdelete pula @&&*$@#&*( see how annoying life and luck could be nowadays?! oh i miss si gemok zara :((

despite all these i am currently battling with myself on THE SERIOUS CASE OF SARA'S BELLY BUTTON. i am serious people this is not a typical rant like those skinny tiny people always rant about that they're gaining weight or they're-fat-but-still-can-go out-in-public-with-size 6 and below-tops.

i am fatter than ever. all my hardwork(read:trying to cut down sugar but never did) had gone crushed! i am officially fatter than ever. i admit it. tsk T_T
and whats worst is now its the sale season and now that i am fatter than ever it's totally not a good time to shop! i need some stuff for college and now i wont fit in anything! especially yang longgok mesti yang ada semua tak sale punya like new arrivals ke see i hate myself.i wish im dying.

p/s: gonna start self-battling with the case right after i finish my apple crumble cheesecake.

hari guru aww

2009-05-28T22:34:00.000-07:00

woke up around 8 and watched tv for a little bit while waiting for raja to get ready. called up alysa for a few times but she offed her phone. sucks haha so picked up raja and went to school. met a whole bunch of seniors and teachers. salam2 cikgu and then head to the car again to help some junior pick up a drum set and Alam Sentral? haha ;p

you see this is how i make money. "HELP" juniors ahahaha got a few cash from em. back to the school and saw performances by juniors. well apparantly they're NOT good and so child-like aiceh hahaha! serious buat apa tah pakai topeng aa ape jadah ntah haha.cikgu2 semangat gila maen game semua oh and SEMUA orang and i mean SEMUA ORANG tegur raja and i wore baju kurung. tsk haha jahat sgt ke kitorg ni dulu? ;p
jahat salah, baik salah hahaha adoii

so went to breakfast with dee,ain,faezah and a couple of seniors too. we ate and later on elisa,anap and wan joined us. so the girls took off while raja was waiting for faiz to go the KLCC and faiz was supposed to go to work today, then he cancelled last minute and we stayed at AC. azima,shyln and a bunch of people came later on and joined us. they were all seniors dammit mana lah budak2 batch kita ni? lame betul haha.

with frustration, raja and i decided to go to netblast tapi tak bukak so here we are in this jobnet cyber cafe haha

p/s:i'll post about sabah later on yeah still very tiredd :)

28th MAY

2009-05-28T22:24:00.000-07:00

ze birthday was an ordinary one. my mum wished me in the middle of the night and a few messages on 12am. im officially 18 now.tsk. tua doh T_T
yer dah boleh hit the zouk dah dee! hahahahaha ok bodoh. so hung out with em mates last evening. very dissapointed that ANEM, MYRA,SAIDAH,SHAZ,TRA AND SUPY wasnt there. sighh but what to do haa they got stuff to do. orang dah masuk U la katekan en hahaha.

okayy so we went to Bukit 12 after that and well played badminton? haha the matches was overall sucks but i think i might be the best one hahaha sorry alysa faiz aepul! ;p

later that night my mum decided not to go out for dinner cos she's so tired i dont know why. so no one's buying me a cake so i bought myself one T_T pathetic i knoww sedih gila haha tsk T_T but the siblings and mum were there when i blow a candle hehh

its apple crumble cheesecake, yummy! :d

"happy 18th birthday to me"

one very lame birthday T_T

Halu from Sabah Bah

2009-05-24T21:38:00.000-07:00

greetings people, all the way from pulau mabul, SABAH! its my 2nd day here and i believe i've gained a few more kilos. HA-HA. the food's AMAZINGG! yet, i havent found the place to eat "ulat goreng" sigh. and i dont believe my mum would let me eat it if we found it. walked around Tawau yesterday and spent a night there. just arrived here this morning and WE'RE GOING TO PULAU SIPADAN TOMORROW! yay please u can all be jealous right now.seriously.(very sorry kak hana ;p) haha i shouldnt be blogging right now since im on this super island no? heck, baru lepas makan, later on this evening baru pergi snorkelling :D

tsk.gosh i wish my sister were here instead of my stupid annoying brother who can never understand nature like my sister and i does ;)

there were alot of rats i tell you in Tawau. omygosh they were as big as a kitten and were running EVERYWHERE! friggin geli doh. tsk T_T

bought ayy lot of pearls here straight from the seaa! murah doh my mum and i just cant decide which to buy so we bought all. so if there's anymore people come to sell some more, baik jangan. nanti buta mata tgk byk2 hahahaha

so till then peeps ;D

havoc

2009-05-21T07:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OMANN! ;D

so today was lokman's 18th birthday. celebrated his birthday at pakli section 7. there were me,raja,qis,anem,alysa,supy,aepul and soleh. shaz came a little bit late. so i was there first so i decided to meet mas for a while at 7eleven. she said im fatter than ever. what a shocker -_-

anem and alysa came with the cake and the boys played popopoker while the girls gossiped about the lame "CC" and "C***RY" hahahaha we laughed like hell sampai macam hingus nak terkeluar and satu pakli tengok anak dara tak senonoh ish apa nak jadi korg semua ni? nasib baik aku suara perlahan je gelak tadi. after that we went to bukit 7, gossiped a little bit moree and played catch&throw and yeay thanks to shaz the mechanic my kereta kebal's bumper is now A-OKAY. dah tak hina sangat dah weh hahaha. after a while a police car arrived to join our little reunion. they accused us for the complains they got from orang kaya there and shoo us away. PATHETIC i tell you. true, bila ada lesen ni takde pulak abg misai mintak lesen. ish kalau dulu tu ade je semua bnda nak mintak. kalau boleh nombor telepon pun abg misai nak mintak. tapi biasanya yang muda je kitorg bagi.

OVERALL, A VERY GREAT DAY WITH MY CLOSE MATES :)
oh and yeah lokman, i love you more than i love my.........school? hahahaha

next in line.

2009-05-20T19:26:00.001-07:00

on a beautiful tuesday morning, sara decided to be a very good girl and she determined to finish up at least 2 things for her upcoming university life. she planned this whole thing on monday and decided to go for it on tuesday. she wanted to do her Dokumen Perjalanan Terhad (DPT) and her new CIMB bank account for her university usage. well because apparently, nak masuk sarawak kena ada DPT tu. so tralala-lala she went picking up her friend anem, who apparently had the 'urged to go to the loo' by the time she reached her house. tunggu sampai kering baru nak keluar. hahaha.

so with good intentions, which is sara wants to go there by herself and not with her mother because she doesnt want to burden her mother ; anem and sara went to the Imegresen Office and when they got there,

S: BAPAK RAMAI ORANG!

A: tau takpe. ni JK gila kalau nak tunggu ni mok.

S: sighs *turned around* err bang saya nak buat DPT kat mana?

B1: oh tu, kat kaunter 11

S: *sampai kat kaunter 11* bang saya nak buat DPT :)

B2: ohh kitorg dah tak produce benda tu dah sekarang ni dik. kitorg guna passport international je sekarang. so adik kena buat tu je lah

S: APA?! ohh okayy takpe lah terima kasih *kecewa*

B2: tak nak buat passport ke dik?

S: huh? ohhh errr

B2: kena bayar rm300 tau >:D

S: *tau lah bodoh* oh bagi je lah borang dulu

JK gila ni. from DPT yang cost nothing, sara ended up having to pay rm300 for the freaking passport! so they decided to go home.sara cursed all the way.as usual.

THEN they proceeded to CIMB in section 9 with the at-least-boleh-buat-account feeling. UPM had mentioned that they only accept ADULT ACCOUNT. so sara took a number and got at this one counter,

S: kak saya nak buat account

K: okay nah ini borang. ibu ada datang sekali?

S: huh? ibu takda. eh kak saya nak buat account dewasa tau.

K: oh okay. dah 18 tahun?

S: dah.

K: betul2 dah 18 lah? legally?

S: oh belum T_T

K: oh macam tu tak boleh buat adult account dik. kena tunggu 18

S: oh takpe lah kak. saya datang balik minggu depan. next week saya 18.

K: laa yeke? ha takpe lah baik adik tunggu je. terima kasih :)

JK lagi. semua benda aku tak boleh buat? habis apa je yang boleh aku buat? @^%*(*(_)(&$ dah bengang gila. end up tak buat apa2, bazir minyak pusing shah alam. VAVI! called raja up and went to school. she had to verified some documents and sara PHOTOSTATED HER FACE AT THE BOOKSHOP! yeay sara! she'll put up the photos after she scan it in later aite?

they went breakfast after that and sara ordered two drinks. cos it was so hot la not bcos she's such aa greedy fatso.walaupun kadang2 memang dia tamak gila dua air order. okay lari tajuk so akibat ketamakkannya, semasa dia kecoh2 untuk bercakap sambil minum, dia mencapai tangannya untuk mengambil telefon bimbitnya. tiba2 tangannya terlanggar ais kosong dan BRURRRR air tumpah bagaikan air liur sara ketika bersin. seluar sara kebasahan teruk dan anem serta raja hanya melihat akibat terkejut. kami terpaksa berpindah meja dan keadaan menjadi gamat dan mereka tidak berhenti ketawa. sara masih terasa malang walaubagaimanapun.

they covered anem's new laptop like crazy and webcamed and did videoclips but the vidclips never actually turned out due to the incapability of anem's new laptop to adapt to their psycho moves on the vidclips. yada yada it was time to go. sara already got into the car and she decided to reverse the car first because raja is so slow. so by the time she wanted to reverse the car, raja was already near the car and sara shouted "tepi dulu, aku nak reverse!" and raja was like okayokay and as she moved backed a little somehow, sara lose control of the clutch and BAMMM! SARA RAN OVER HER BEST FRIEND! FML raja was rolling on the floor and sara panicked as she tried to carry raja into the car. well apparently anem just watched from her gate! laughing! okay raja and sara were laughing too but its not that funny. raja's feet was paralysed for like 5 minutes and it had tyre marks on em.

sigh as sara got home, her brother's girlfriend was there and she told sara that today, 1901 hotdogs is having a sale as it was 19/05/2009. so sara called up a few friends and they agreed to go buy some. so sara waited for aepul to picked her up and they decided to go to section 7's 1901 to avoid long queue.raja,lokman,aepul,and sara were there. AS THEY GOT THERE THE HOTDOGS WERE ALL FINISHED! they put this fcking sign "SUDAH HABES KOWT" heloo kau igt nk kedai apa duh nak letak kowt kowt tu. eish mintak siaaa. so they blamed each other and picked anem and alysa and rushed to section 9's 1901. so they parked and rushed to the 1901's stall macam kejar van milo free kat sekolah rendah dulu2 tu. DAH HABIS JUGAK HOTDOGS KAT SITU. JK gila ni weh!

by the way, sara lost her original copy of birth certificate. how bad is that? and really i cant remember how the rest of the friggin day goes because it was too malang. and i think for the rest of this another one month of holiday, im gonna have reaaaaaaaaaaaally bad month. full of jinx and such. *cries in the corner* FML!

p/s: COUNT ALL THE REDS AND THAT'S THE BAD STUFFS THAT HAPPENED TO ME IN JUST ONE DAY.

THE talk

2009-05-17T19:38:00.000-07:00

oh rupa-rupanya makpak aku pun hantar belajar jauh2 eh? aku akan berusaha hidup megah disana bak burung enggang. aku akan berusaha untuk tidak menjadi bodoh sehingga terkena KEJUTAN BUDAYA. banyak ragam orang kejutan budaya ni aku tengok. macam2 jenis. orang yang tak disangka pun terkena kejutan budaya jugak. ada yang kaki perempuan terus. ada yang cucuk langit terus. ada ya..okay aku tidak mahu menjadi jahat pagi-pagi yang indah ni. kalau nak listkan perkara2 yang telah aku nampak pada orang terkejut budaya ni? panjang sangat lah. tapi kalau nak listkan pun tak chantekk juga. ADA YANG TERASA KANG *ehem* buat gaduh je nanti kan bang? hahaha. macam2 benda lagi aku nak buat tapi tak terbuat lagi. sigh.

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im still very upset over the laptop talk the other day. VERY UPSET. now im thinking of how to talk about this again.so that i can bring along a laptop :(

M: sara nak bawak laptop terus ke nanti?
S: ye lahh *nada suara DUH*
M: la tak payah la dulu. pergi la dulu tengok2 dulu macam mana semua. nanti baru bawak.
S: WHAT?! %^&*&)*^ mak ingat sara dekat ke apa? lama lagi baru sara balik shah alam balik. raya nanti tau.
M: *suara tak bersalah langsung!* haa takpe lah. macam tu raya je lah beli bawak balik sana.
S: T_T habis assignments nnt semua macam mana? *alasan*
M: alaa assignments awal2 tu semua ringan2 je. tak perlu sangat guna.
S: *menangis dalam hati* taknak kawan mak!

what the hell?! u really want me to die huh ma?! seriously, i bet there'll be NO TV, NO ENTERTAINMENT! im hoping on the laptop for my only entertainment! music,internet,games. HELOOO?!

what is the world becoming into? tsk.T_T

sister, pleaseee come home and talk to her for me. pleaseee pleaseee *pengsan*

tiada alasan

2009-05-17T19:29:00.000-07:00

jom sudah gerak ramai2! dekat gila je kut. sabtu ni. u guys bawak lah makcik2 korg semua. aku tau semua tgh cuti kan sekarang. free lah, tiada alasan untuk tidak pergi ye rakan2 taulan. mari mari! BEST PUNYA

kakak aku dari JB pun sanggup datang sbb nak pergi, haa tkkan korg tknk prgi en? jom :)

till then.

2009-05-14T19:58:00.000-07:00

see, i miss him so much :(
i cant even talk to him on the phone. of course i can but ya knoww it gets emotional every time. even if the convo were like normal and laid-back. oh i really cant hear his words of wisdom or whenever he advices me on something. i'll get VERY emotional. of course, he didnt know that i was getting emotional on the other line. it would be weird. -_-' haha
okay i know my brother will be reading this sooner or later but heck, kau jangan nak comment lebih2 eh hadi. haha
sigh, i should go to penang and see him now eh? but its not that easy mahnn. got some 'things' that would make me go damn i dont wanna stay there.

till then,

tetetet

2009-05-14T19:21:00.000-07:00

woke up around 6 am and turn off the aircond.then at 7.15am, my mum woke me up and told me to sent my brother to school. iiyeappp this is what i do daily T_T. and then i got home by 7.45 and went back to sleep. and then the phone rang at 8.30am. turned out to be people from UPM. she wanted me to confirm the flight because they wanted to do confirmation on the transportation for students from airport yada yada for god sake it was 8.30am! awal gila kau masuk krja makcik?! went back to sleep and woke up again around 9.45am and by 10am i was ready and here i am at my mother's office to print out some papers about the UPM stuff. sighs. why cant i get a good long sleep? T_T

i love you, man!

2009-05-14T05:46:00.000-07:00

today was a different day. different as in bukan shah alam? hahaha yes i went out with ze plkn's saddest victim, hariz. haha there were azam,lokman, and hariz. ALYSA BUAT HAL @^$^&^( SBB TU DIA TAKDE. aku kecewa dgn kau alysa. betul. serious. yea dee, nama azam aku tulis tu kau tk perlu baca byk kali. hahahaha

hariz janji pukul 12 nak ambil tapi pukul 12.30 baru sampai rumah aku. lokman dah maki2 lama gila tunggu kat MSU. dia dah habis 4 cawan air dah tunggu tapi hariz lembab gila. makcik tu dah pandang dia mcm lokman nk minum lari. makcik tu tk nampak ke muka lokman yg bengang tu? org nk minum lari takkan buat muka bengang. die akan buat muka selamba tak bersalah. kebiasaanya lah. mcm aku dulu. eh tak mcm kawan2 aku dulu.

so hariz sampai and we went to fetch azam. nasib baik dia dh siap kalau tk memang mintak lh tu! setibanya kami di MSU, lokman masih belum kelihatan. agak lama kami tunggu hariz pulak yang maki2 kerana rupa2nya dia tak tahan nk kencing. berhenti di kedai mamak die 13 utk kencing sekejap. walaupun hariz BESAR, rupa2nya tangki dia kecil. tak sangka. ada roadblock, semua menggagau pakai seatbelt. semasa lalu di roadblock,

Hariz: (angkat tangan) haa kau tgk weh die takut tgk aku anak rosli, selamba je die bagi kita lalu
Lokman: apak kau! asal kau tak tabik weh? tabik aa tabik aa
Hariz: KALAU KAT PLKN LAH KAN MAN, ORG TAKDA PANGKAT TAK BOLEH ANGKAT TABIK. KENA PUKUL BODOH NNT!
Lokman: (laughed hysterically)

sepanjang perjalanan hariz sibuk bercerita pengalaman dia di plkn. LAGI2 TENTANG pengalaman pertama dia tgk org histeria. dia kata masa baca yassin tu die bergetar2 sambil membuat aksi org histeria dan dia baca yassin bergetar2. sungguh emosional dan exagerating. rindu aksi2 dia yang sebegitu.dulu hari2 tgk, naik muak. sama mcm muak tgk hannah montana yg overrated ataupun tgk org2 bercerita tentang cerita Bohsia:Jangan Pilih Jalan Hitam.

setibanya di sunway, kami bergegas ke tempat menonton panggung wayang dan membeli ticket cerita I LOVE YOU, MAN! 18PL tu tak sangka kakak tu tk mintak IC atau tanya umur! oh lupa hariz yang beli ticket. no wonder. mcm badang si hariz tu skrg. eh bukan, badang tu bermuscle. ha mcm nutty professor. cuma kecil sikit dr tu. mungkin betul kata orang, plkn bagi mkn 6 kali sehari.

cerita tu gilababibestgaypunbest! hahaha pergi lah korg tgk, tkkan menyesal. nasib baik cerita Push tiada tadi, kalau tak memang aku nak tengok dua2 haha.seperti biasa kami gelak mcm wayang tu kitorg punya dan juga sepanjang hari ini aku gelak mcm nak sakit perut. seperti biasa apabila lokman bertemu hariz, keadaan akan jadi riuh. riuh mcm makcik2 kt kampung aku tgh bergossip tentang anak jiran sebelah yang tiba2 bawak kereta BMW balik. on the way back tu, mula lah kerja2 bodoh diorg, setiap kali ada pejalan kaki yang lalu hariz dan lokman akan buka tingkap kereta dan menjerit2 seperti "woii manooo?!" atau "WOII WOII APA KHABAR?!" azam hanya diam di belakang, seperti biasa dia tidur -___-' dan aku pula, seperti biasa. bantai gelak sampai tertonggeng. tapi hariz tk puas hati sebab belum ada lagi pejalan kaki belah driver so dia sanggup pusing2 dulu sampai seksyen 6 untuk cari pejalan kaki dan akhirnya kecewa juga. tiba2 hujan lebat, kereta hariz takda payung. cibaii. terpaksa aku redah hujan. dalam 5 saat aku redah tu tetap basah agak kuyup. bayangkan lah lebatnya hujan tu. mcm pergi sunway lagoon je rasanya bila basahnya mcm tu.

kesimpulannya hari yang menarik dan aku rindu juga lah rupa2nya dengan saat2 mcm tu dengan diorg. sigh, gembira dapat jumpa hariz yang setelah sekian lama diseksa di sabah. tapi esok dia kena balik plkn balik. kesian. hahaha. aku suruh dia stay je shah alam tapi dia taknak sebab dia kata, pagi lusa mesti akan ada polis depan rumah dia. dia taknak kena tangkap. bodoh betul! haha

am very tireddd AND content :)

friday the tertin.

2009-05-13T06:14:00.000-07:00

wah semalam hari yang malang. tiada siapa tahu betapa malangnya hari semalam. semuanya bermula dgn baik, breakfast bersama rizlan dan hanim, kesekolah bertemu cikgu dan sebagainya. tapi hari itu bermula dgn tidak baek adalah semasa ckgu anizah bertanyakan tentang perlanjutan pembelajaran saya kelak.

Pn: (from across the bilik guru) weh sara! kamu dpt tawaran mana?
Saya: haa? ohh sarawak cikgu.
Pn: haa? course apa?
Saya: haa? ohh diploma perikanan!
Pn: apa?! hahaha oh kau nak jadi taukeh ikan eh?
*half of teachers gelak*
Saya: -___-'

*penggunaan 'haa' berulangkali adalah utk menunjukkan jarak antara kami sehingga pendengaran kurang jelas.

then we went for breakfast at hakim and i lost track of time. sent anem and rizlan home and rush to the kindergarten to pick up the little kid. I WAS LATE FOR LIKE 10MINUTES AND SHE CRIED LIKE A BITCH as usual. al teachers were laughing and i was tersipu2 tahan malu. why sista? whyyyyy?

fast forward, later in the evening i fetch a few peeps and we went to sacc mall.and i realised i FORGOT TO BRING MY PHONE ALONG. wahh bukan main seronok lagi kt sacc mengumpat semua. dah lah pokai, berenjoy2 lagi haha. oh yeah and i had to pick up my mum around 6+pm. dh lh tk bwk phone, mcm mana lah nk cari mak aku kt ktm tu haha. dah byebyebye semua org then nak pergi bayar ticket parking aa ni. ceh jalan dengan penuh gaya, keluarkan ticket,kunci kereta, betulkan rmbut sikit, siap ada angin2 laig masa jalan. terasa macam fasha sandha pulak masa tu. diam aku pun bnci fasha sandha jugak.tapi dia cantik. okayokay diam. dh penuh gaya tu, masukkan ticket je PAP! rm3.00. ^%&^(&_ tak pernah aku kena rm3 kt sacc kurang ajar mahal gila! nasib baik duit cukup. aku ada rm5 je. aku cuba berkali2 tapi mesin tu tknak terima duit aku. memalukan. tukar ke mesin lain dan mesin lagi satu ni baik sikit. dia terima duit tk seberapa aku tu.

fine driving UNTIL sampai kt highway nak pergi ktm seksyen 19. JAM GILA #$%^ TERUK @(*%&%$^$! JAM SEPANJANG KEDUA2 FLYOVER BERBUKIT TINGGI! dah lah bawak manual. tsk T_T. berderau darah aku. jam dia macam masa hari guru kt skola dulu, semua bersesak nak tgk band senior perform. tipu kau tak pernah batak.tipu.
masa tu dh terfikir dah kalau panic attack ni, lps tu enjin mati banyak kali, mcm mana nak mintak tolong?! dah lah phone hilang. celaka ke tak aku ni? tkpe, mintak tolong je lah kt bangla tgh betulkn jalan sebelah ni.jadi kurang risau. nasib baik tk apa2. selamat je smpai ktm. fetched my mother and her friend. tambah lagi pressure, drive dengan mak kat sebelah dgn kawan die kat belakang! kena aa impress diorg dgn bawak kereta dgn macho dan smooth sekali.mana aa tau makcik tu ada anak lelaki ke. eh maksud aku supaya mak aku tk malu lah ada anak bawak kereta mcm tahi. tiba dan rumah, begitu penat dan abang aku mungkir janji. dia tipu, dia kata nak bagi aku online malam tapi end up dia yang guna malam semalam. tsk. perlu ke aku malang sgt T_T

now if you'll excuse me, i had some cursing to do.

weehoowoohee

2009-05-11T07:23:00.000-07:00

i had fun today. hung out with em mates. most of us were there i think. anem,alysa,myra,aliya,qiss,tra,supy,aepul,soleh. yeap i had really good day and good laugh too. i mean it was a long time since we did this. im am totally gonna remember today. even after i left soon. la sohai lh why so touching haa nowadays?

sigh i'll remember the hella good tak-kesah-aku-paling-hot-dan-suara-kuat-tak-pikir-org-laen-tgh-bisnes laugh. but hey the topics are...18sx dont cha think? hahaha. gotta find a wise and normal topics next time. seriously today was superb and i want the picturessss! dah lama tkde gmba banyak2 mcm tadi. gonna put up the photos soon aite peeps? ;)

p/s: i've lost my sense of blogging.im not fun to read anymore :((

pp/s: i got my new gladiator todaaayyyy :D

bottom top

2009-05-10T02:45:00.000-07:00

went to a buffet high tea yesterday at Hilton Hotel in PJ. sigh regretted going along with my mum and her high school best friends. i ate like an animal! omaigod if ever a guy, had seen me and my foods, he'll ran away and sits in the corner and decided to be a homosexual. despite the total failure of my only-eat-salad diet, i also failed to hold back my lust towards food. and i think i gained some more weight T_T here's a GLIMPSE of what i ate

3 sticks of marshmellow dipped in choc fountain.
a little salad
a little baked potatoes
lamb stew
meatloaf
roti jala with chicken curries
4 scoops of ice cream with choc chip and choc sprinkles
air batu campur
hotdogs and wedges

BUT it was worth it sebab sedap gila babbayyyy hahahaha

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oh eyah later on that night my parents and i went to klpac to see this theater. its called BOTTOM TOP. man it was hilarious! it consists of only two actors which is the famous mark beau de silva and joe hasham's wife, faridah merican. the story is basically about the conversations of a mother and her gay son. or so she prefered to call gay, "different". sure the scripts were deep and full with morals and serious issues but they made the issues funny. oh and its actually an 'adult' story. i felt a little bit weird laughing at those adult jokes with my mum beside me. NOW SHE KNOWS THAT I KNOW EVERY SINGLE THING ABOUT 'IT'. the positions, the thing they do in gay clubs, how to attract gay people and so on. dammit! and its not only after the theater was done that i get the meaning of the title, BOTTOM TOP.

HA-HA if yknow wht i mean ;p

wise words

2009-05-09T03:57:00.001-07:00

the greatness of a nation can be judged by the way its animals are treated. -MAHATMA GANDHI.

40%

2009-05-09T03:24:00.000-07:00

i guess i prepared 40% of my mental for the upcoming life.though i am still reconsidering it and planning to plead for something else, i might be dissapointed if my plead succeed.i dont know about this and im not really sure about it too.im confused, im sad, im upside down. neither one of you're coming with me. not even one person.im not blaming you guys. i may be blaming fate. but i dont know. im sure god knows whats best for me and im sticking to His plan.

jualan baju di capsquare

2009-05-05T19:33:00.000-07:00

haa ada haritu aku dengan kawan2 pergi capsquare tgk rakan2 menjual baju. dr shah alam sanggup ke sana walaupun tktau jalan. demi kawan2 wehh! haha tp mcm2 berlaku semasa otw tu. part paling best sbnrnya mse otw pergi balik tu hahaha tapi aku mls gila nak tulis panjang2. nasib baik hanep dh ceritakan kt blog die wahh thank you anep ahaha haa ape lagi, pergi aa baca kat sini. post 4 may dia. sumpah mnyesal tk baca! :D

BACA DUH BACA DUH BACA DUH

ALHAMDULILLAH

2009-05-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

TAHNIAH!Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut :

KOD PROGRAM : P2051

NAMA PROGRAM : DIPLOMA PERIKANAN

IPTA : UNIVERSITI PUTRA MALAYSIA (UPM)

URL SURAT TAWARAN : http://www.esmp.upm.edu.my/tawaran

CATATAN :

1) Calon boleh mencapai Surat Tawaran melalui laman web mulai 04 Mei 2009 dan calon WAJIB mengesahkan SETUJU TERIMA TAWARAN sebelum 15 Mei 2009.

YEAY MEEE! BUT I'LL BE FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR AWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYY FROM MY BELOVED ONES :((

back then

2009-04-25T22:19:00.000-07:00

my mother are spring cleaning up her sons' room right now and they found this cd with my name on it. so they handed me the cd and i am so bored right now, added with a pinch of curiosity, i opened it up and bhamm this old picture of me and my friends. or should i say me, my friends and my ex-friend HAHA. this is so funny and made me think of how people could change so much in just a few years.im guessing the cd was from anem. take a look. and anem pls dont kill me, AND i should kill myself already with these embarassing flawless photos of me. but for the sake of you readers, (aiceh mcm ada readers) hahahahaha

AWWW LOOK AT US, SO INNOCENT AND CUTE AND FAIR AND TYPICAL hahahaha

my hair was straight and healthy back then, sighs

i always love this photo.

ohmagad so typical lh my face slap me pleeeaseee! hahahaha and that's afi :)

why la my kulit sekarang tak putih mcm nii?

HAHAHA anem with her back then so 'in' hair with so friggin sakai me T_T

only one dot on the face?! look at those pretty eyes, cute cheek, and flawless me >.<

HAHAHAHAHAHHA okay the last picture was really funny. u know the tittle of this picture in the cd is 'sara my prengg' and of course it was written by our dear hanim! wtf 'prengg' anem?! and that's her in the picture with my name on her knee HAHAHAHA SO TYPICAL AND STUPID AND that was the 'in-thing' back then. so cool lah anem back then. such a trend follower HAHAHA!

interesting

2009-04-25T00:29:00.000-07:00

i did this just now. i found this personality test and i find it very interesting as most of it are reaaaaaaaally true. so ch ch check it outt haha

click here to make your own.

so this is mine :)

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

APE NAK JADI

2009-04-24T23:33:00.000-07:00

weh laen kali nk keluar dh tk pyh ajak aku tau. takut kereta korg penuh pulak!

fck.

ouch

2009-04-24T23:04:00.000-07:00

i am still too lazy to upload the zoo pictures. sigh, but then again i cant blog too much now nor drive around bcos i sprained my right hand. prolly because of thiss...

HAHAHA

HEY HO! LETS GO

2009-04-24T00:28:00.001-07:00

MALAYSIAN NATURE SOCIETY'S OPEN DAY. DEKAT BUKIT CERAKAH SO LETS GO!

BLOGGERS, DO POST THIS AT YOUR BLOGS TU WAR-WARKNNYA. thnks :)

so not me :D

2009-04-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

i bought myself a new leather jacket today! hahahaha i know its really not me but hey i got it by a friggin great price okay?

but alysa and myra said not to wear it to section 7 or lepak mamak of course or else i'll look like remps haha maybe i'll show it here soon. and i looooooooooooooove it!

postponed

2009-04-23T23:38:00.000-07:00

i wanna post pictures and blogs about my every evening activity which is basketball but then again not now bcos of the shitty dramas going on and i wanna post about the zoo trip i went yesterday with my sister's kindergarten trip but i still havent upload the pictures yet. so maybe later after i settled everything down okay? (not tht i plan too ha ha)

anak beruang membesar

2009-04-22T06:49:00.000-07:00

life's not always full with colours. its not what you think its gonna be or not always go as you planned. I've seen it, I've to bear with it. and so are you.

mates, if you've been wondering where the hell have i been lately or why i don't fancy going out THAT much lately, its really not my intention to avoid you guys, to forget you guys over new friends (u know u cant be replaced right?) or whatsoever. I'm just here. in my older post i mentioned that i don't believe in 'people changed' but i do believe that 'people change because they want to'. yes i still stick to it.

the reasons for all these happens is kinda private. this is the only thing that i haven't told you guys yet or maybe i just don't want to. its really not what i want. it may seems like i am the bad guy here but heck, u can say whatever you want. i knoww, everyone's having their own problems right now. this is just one of the way for me to handle things. i promised to myself that i wanna be better. i want to change for good. okay let me get this straight i am not trying to be a hero or trying to prove anything. i just HAVE to do this. this is the least i could do before i leave home.

yes, i wont just sit down, ignore,cry or get stress out every time a new problem gets in my way anymore. this time, i wanna act on it. do something about it. I'm not gonna drink, smoke, do drugs or smoke weed to release my tension or problems and whatnot. well at least i promised to myself not to do these again. no, i am not blaming others. i blamed myself for everything.maybe i just need something new in my life. and by this i don't mean new friends. just new activities, new way of having fun, new way of making myself useful.things will never be the same.we're not what we used to be. i get it. we're all grown up now. well at least you guys grew up. u guys wont understand. believe me because i don't even get me.

if any of you are feeling left out or mad at me for what i have become now, I'm sorry. well to think about it, its not 100% totally my fault. its yours too. really if u think hard u'll get the answers. if i can deal with what all of you have become now, why cant u deal with what i am now?

Happy Earth Day!

2009-04-21T21:50:00.000-07:00

everyone! heehee since today is the earth day, im gonna say thank you earth for being such a great planet for us human to live in :)

unfortunately, some of us just cant seem to appreciate you :( boohoo. so people lets make changes and help mother nature! mother nature cant do it alone. we have to help her take care of this beloved planet :D

so lets start by NOT LITTERING okay? most of u like to throw stuff out from cars, or windows. you may not realize this and even my close pals do it. and i hate them for this. whenever you park, you tend to put out old stuff from your car and such. and of course, lets plant more trees/flowers in your backyard! it'll make your backyard more green, beautiful and everyone will envy you! yeay you!

lets shout "HELP MOTHER NATURE! HELP MOTHER NATURE! "

LETS CLEAN AND GREEN PEOPLE ;D

MY FIRST TIME.

2009-04-21T05:21:00.000-07:00

there's always a first time for everything right? like your first kiss, first laugh, first word, first fight, first sex, first love, first dog, first fish, first junk food, first ice cream, frirst durian, first friend, first best friend, first enemy, first computer, first room, first phone okay u get it right? haha

sooooooo.. i just had my first car accident! yeay me! hahahahaha tak sampai sebulan dpt P dh langgar. actually it was not my fault. honestly it was 10% my fault and 90% his fault. dah lah aku langgar honda crv. dammit luckily he didnt claim anything, he just warned me. yeah right old man it was ur fault too thats why u didnt claim anything from me!

okay here's the deal. it was after the basketball game.i dropped zull and anas and i parked in front of subahan maju and there were three empty parking lot and i parked in the middle so yeah basically after i got in back into my car there's still empty spaces on my right and left side. so i told my brother to watched left for me but instead he looked right. and i looked right too then i heard this "SCRKHEEETTTTTTTTTTTTTT!" so we were like what the hell?! what was that and as i looked right, @#$%^&*(^#$@%^%^(SHIT^&%&*(&)(%SHIT^&(%^## there was this big honda crv. i was like 'where the hell did it came from?" it was my first time so i assumed that it was my fault and kept apologising and very cuak mahnnn. the man looked angry and blank too. he didnt know what to do either so we got off the car, he kicked his scratched rim angrily.

me : err so macam mana? *control cuak*
man: ishh! takpa, u better becareful haa next time! *he fucking warned me*
me: OH? ookay SORRY! THANK YOU! -___-

everybody was looking at us. i got in the car back and started *&^%$#$! with my brother. and we can totally saw zull and anas watching us from far AND FCKING LAUGHING! damn you people it was not funny! i was stunned! and then my brother said. chill lah its not your fault sbnrnya org tu yang bodoh tak tgk pun kau nak keluar, main masuk je parking. and i was like U ARE DAMN RIGHT! kalau lah aku sedar masa tu dah lama aku lawan balik pakcik tu! ^&*$%@3! well, luckily he didnt see that his back bumper was badly scratched! im sure he will sue me if he sees it hahaha! and my front bumper pecah sikit and got scratched too but it doesnt make any difference and my mother wont notice it due to the other scratches that were already on the car.

okay this is my first time how about yours? HA HA. its not funny please stop laughing.

and again we decided to kept it to ourselves and not tell our mother. or else i cant drive anymore bcos she WILL blame it on me. trust me hahaha.

updates

2009-04-18T20:27:00.000-07:00

yes hereeeeeeeeee are someeeeeeee of ze photossss of ze softball trainings. tak banyak tapi who cares? i miss it :')

happier times :)

em retards :)

the great pitcher

KILL HERRRR!

this is not happening

2009-04-18T20:21:00.000-07:00

went to KLCC yesterday despite the fact that im pissed off by feww peeps yang taknak ikut to the Edu Fair at the convention center. so yada yada am not regretting, cuci mata weyy hahahaha okay. whatev so after that went to marks&spencer, bought cookies and whatnot. went home.

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as i reached home the brother called. i had to fetch him. dammit baru sampai rumah -__-

bro: amek aku skrg
cak:kat mana babi?
bro: rumah yam
cak: rumah anem? wtf?

yes, since when are they friends? i mean good friends?! alysa's, mine, and anem's were good friends apparently -_-'

cliche.

tip top

2009-04-16T07:07:00.000-07:00

the whole day was fun. spent the time with em 'retards'. HAHA so lets summarize ze zay shall we?

-went bowling
-maki maryam sbb lupa camera
-had fun, menang num 2 wehh haha
-laughed our ass off
-went to sacc, changed minds went to pkns, went to kfc, changed minds, went to mcd, changed minds, went to kedai nasi lemak, changed minds, went to mcd again. i knoww, the retards just cant decide!
-gossiping, laugh out loud
-humiliated again by ze loud voices.
-drove half of em home
-almost had a stupid accident twice, laughed our heart out over that
-picked mum up and went home

by ze way, dont cha think i rarely put up photos here nowadays? okay maybe later i'll put some aite? its just not camwhoring season maa.

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oh yeah and i lied too today ;p
hihi before all these happen, ze mates texted me to ajak lepak. but here i aint gonna lie, yes i preferably to go out with em retards TODAY. sorry guys but dont cha think its waaaaayyy better to go bowling than just sit on the tables, staring blankly into each other's faces, and drink sugar? hahaha its fun for occasionally but for every single day? u've got to be kidding me.
no worries, whatever happen u're still on my top list :)

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for most people who'd been driven by me said that i always drive like im rushing or impatient or too fast or tak selamat or crazy. tsk. i dont think so, its just those drivers bawak slow gila! please lah people time is gold so dont waste waste horr. or maybe i do drive like that? hmmmmm

Humiliation.

2009-04-15T20:13:00.000-07:00

Met Bedah yesterday, she's here for a couple of days.god i missed her already. we went swimming around 10. soleh and tra tagged along. did a few laps and thank god i still can do laps without collapsing. unlike my incapability to jog since i stopped jogging months ago.tsk.
yada yada so it was 11.30 and as most of you know, i am a driver/maid now so i had to pick up my sister from kindergarten RIGHT ON TIME or else she'll burst to tears and humiliate me in front of the teachers. HA HA so i dropped those bitches at Hakim and never heard from em again.

3.30 pm, drove to school and met the softballers. we were waiting for the store keys and apparently, the school are boycotting softball. they hid the barang2. whats up with people and softball nowadays? takkan dah beli barang2 nak simpan je dlm store tk bg budak2 guna? nk biar glove berkulat? nk buat trophy? hellooooo softball menang eh, apahal kena buat *&^#%^& mcm ni?! so we were raving mad and datin texted a few 'orang besar' to complain.we got arahan that barang2 softball tk boleh guna untuk aktiviti takwim kelab. hanya untuk tournament. im guessing the school has become worse OR tiga suku as in dah bodoh. seriously, this has never happened for the last 3 to 4 years since softball was recognised by the school. we were doing so well. they wanted the pupils to buy their own gloves if they wanted to play during the takwim activity.weh please lah mak bapak bayar yuran semua eh duit beli barang2 tu pun duit mak bpk kitorg jugak lah! suka2 nk suruh kita beli sendiri. luckily a few of us bought our own gloves and balls so we played throw and catch je. kesian yang takda brg sendiri tu. gossiped a little bit with em teehee and lepak-ed at the usual-lame-spot Ali C. saw ayy lot of seniors there and felt humiliated by the loud and high pitched sound of the kids's voices shouting and laughing. as if im not ashamed enough by hanging out with the juniors. hahahaha

went to subang parade with mum, despite the tiring day of 'working out'. got a text from firdaus about today.ate at kenny rogers and i ordered SALAD?! what was i thinking? too desperate to get back in shape.sigh,

p/s: im starting to get tired of driving. im sick of it, urgh

UJIBAKAT

2009-04-13T20:17:00.000-07:00

DENGAN SUKACITANYA DISINI SAYA INGIN MENGUMUMKAN BAHAWA SAYA SEDANG MENCARI CALON-CALON RAKAN BARU. BUKAN, BUKAN KAWAN BAIK BARU, TAPI KAWAN BARU.

berikut adalah kriteria-kriteria yang perlu ada pada anda untuk memohon.

-seorang jejaka/gadis idaman ramai
-mempunyai 'sense of humor' yang baik
-mampu menerima tamparan kritikan
-tidak kisah sekiranya dihina
-mampu membiasakan diri untuk dipergunakan sedikit
-ketahanan terhadap sindiran tajam
-mempunyai banyak masa terluang
-perwatakkan yang menarik
-penampilan yang terjaga
-bujang
-mendahulukan kawan daripada kekasih.

borang permohonan boleh didapati di kedai 7-Eleven yang berdekatan atau datang sahaja ke Seksyen 8 untuk temuduga 'walk-in'.

peluang hanya dibuka kepada yang berumur 16 tahun ke atas.
tempoh tamat temuduga adalah pada JUN 2009.

nila setitik

2009-04-11T18:51:00.000-07:00

i got a confession to make. i realised that i can be VERY mean sometimes. especially when im mad! i said things without thinking first, i said things that i shouldnt say. it can be very fun and satisfying at that time. but after a while, after u cooled down u'll be like dammit! HAHA i know stupid.

i felt soooooo relieved and satisfied over what i did but sheesh there's a little teeny weeny bit of guilt inside me.i dont know why but maybe what i did, is super mean. i wont apologise though,because u deserve it.

Pendidik saya.

2009-04-09T07:15:00.000-07:00

i didnt mention earlier in the previous post about this one particular teacher. she handled the sftball team very well, she guided us and gave us her everything. ya cikgu, saya tak lupa. saya bukan tknak letak nama ckgu tapi mmg nak simpan dulu, buat special post ni untuk cikgu. hahaha ;p

beliau ialah PN.RUMAIZAH. pn rumaizah adalah seorang yang gila padang, gila kuasa, dan gila-gila. beliau memang selalu dipersalahkan dan menerima kesalahannya dengan baik.saya bangga kerana mempunyai seorang guru yang berdedikasi dan bersemangat seperti beliau. beliau sanggup bangun tidur pada pukul 3 pagi untuk menyiapkan makanan untuk keluarganya dan keluar rumah awal pagi demi pasukan softball sekolah kami. sungguh mulia hati beliau. saya memang memandang tinggi terhadap cikgu. percayalah cikgu! hahaha.

saya tidak akan pernah lupa 'tagline' pn rumaizah. beliau adalah seorang guru sukan yang handal terutamanya didalam permainan softball dan netball.banyak nasihat2 berguna yang beliau curahkan kepada saya sepanjang saya berada dipadang dan saya ambil dengan hati terbuka. saya sangat sayang kepada pn rumaizah. beliau adalah seorang wanita kuat yang berhati lembut! dan jangan lupa, tepuk dada tanya minda!

ANAK-ANAK DIDIK.

2009-04-08T18:21:00.000-07:00

the softball tournament was over yesterday. we were fighting our ass off for two days and have been tearing my throat out for two days too. haha "we" here are referring to the under 18 boys and girls and under 15 boys and girls team, the teachers and yours truly. haha. i am super tired last night so i didnt get the chance to blog. my body hurts eventhough i didnt play and i dont know why. so the game with the U18 boys and U15 girls was great! the others? well try again next year WITH SPIRIT AND DETERMINATION pleasee! sigh, what can i say? ignorant people will be just.......ignorant. *yawns*

the U15 girls tried their best and alhamdulillah the pitcher, aisyah ; the short stop, azzua ; and the catcher, afiqah got into the district level. they won the 5th place by the way and it was their first year, first time playing! sayang korg lah :)
and yeah, kudos to yasmin, didiy, and kota kut nama die haha from the U18 girls for giving their best ;)

the last game of yesterday for the boys was very tense. i know they could've won but maybe its just not our luck or they'd overconfident. the spirit was there, the whole other team was there for support. it was late evening and perhaps they'd just ran out of energy and alertness. in the first inning, they played so freakin well that i myself, who watched from the side, felt so touched because they are SO SO SO SO good and i almost cried. i dont know whts going on with me, seriously. 2nd inning was very tense. from the pasar like situation, i went quiet.i was so nervous. they didnt play quiet well in the second inning and they lost. being myself, dealing with losing, i cried. yes i am dissapointed but i blamed myself for the lost. seriously, it was my fault as i showed my 'nervousness' to em boys and was too depending to the freewalks. i am so sorry guys. really i couldnt help it but to brokedown. i was hoping too much on the boys to win this year. i know i know, i shouldnt put my hopes TOO HIGH. HOWEVER, I AM SO SO SO SO seribukali FUCKING PROUD OF THE U18 BOYS because i know they did their best. im so touched that they played very well. we have the best pitcher, ZUL ; the best catcher, FAIZ ; the best first base, KHAIRY ; the best short stop, AZRAEI ; and the best outfielder, FIRDAUS. these are the people who really deserves to be in the district level but the softball management team havent decide yet on who's in and who's not. but im praying for them all. they won the 2nd place in the Y group and won 3rd place in overall. i loved the teams and THEY ARE MY TEAMS.

datin did a little speech in the bus and she mentioned that i really like softball and all.i know i always said that to everyone but this time, it was then, that it hit me in the head and i realised that yes, i really LOVE softball. from the bottom of my heart. i never knew i love this game THIS much.i'd do anything for the sake of the game. you can give me rm10k but nothing is worthy more than having the best softball teams.

i love all the teams and i mean it and thank you for having me in the field.

rambut rebonding takkan kekal.

2009-04-05T19:03:00.000-07:00

she once had this great friends. they were so goodie2, your-next-door neighbour, a good listener, a good friends too. of course, it was normal for them to did bad stuffs. yeah, some pretty bad stuff and she always thought that those bad stuff they did, was just something they liked to do because out of curiousity, and fun. it was harmless at that time. bcos they knew, sorry. SHE knew THAT was all of it. they would never do anything further. or at least not interested to go further.

heck! she doesnt believe that people changed. somewhere somehow, there WILL be the old part of them in theirselves. they just tend to create new characteristics to cover up the old, lame, person they used to be. little did they know that the so called old, lame person they're trying to cover up, is the most thing their beloved ones missed.

yes, she must admit. changes is good. but only at certain levels.change your whole self? its not good. potato, potato. she knew that she have to accept whoever her friends now, for better or for worse bcos whatever happens, she can always count on them :)

PISSED OFF,

2009-04-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

i had the biggest pissed off moment this evening at the school field. never been that pissed off for quite some time. the girls werent listening. really i must say. they sucks big time yet, took me for granted. i never asked for their money, im just there to help. so please be at least a little bit thankful or something? honestly, i dont really like to yell/scold at them, scratch that, i dont like to INSULT them cos they're just a bunch of kids. but i had to. i yelled at them girls as loud as i can and as near to them as i can.i lost my voice just bcos of that 1 minute straight to their face insults. i just lost it. but yes fortunately the boys were doing so great! and am proud of em. the girls team? nahhh they sucks big time! and i can assure u the girls' team will totally lose next week. no one would dare to beg to differ. and i am so friggin tired right now bcause of the heavy training today, im off to bed now and its only 9.28 pm *yawns* goodbye now.

p/s: man, i really love typing like this nowadays, the kecik besar wordd. hahaha tiru anem :P

meletop!

2009-03-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

i spent the whole day with my family today. wow huh? i didn't even get out from the house. my mum forced me to woke up this morning because apparently, its the maid's day off so i had to helped her with the cooking. FYI, i am no good in cooking or better said i am no good in kitchen! hahaha oh but i bake :)

so, was forced to fried some fishes and sotong tepung. okay listen up people, first things first. I HATE FRYING! let alone cooking! menggoreng makes me nervous bcos the food can popped anytime. so i had all this cloth covering my arms and face while frying those fishes. yeah it went quite well at first so I'm doing just fine but then, when i was frying the sotongs, without covering my face, POPPPP! minyak meletop kuat gila *sumpahseranah* terkena muka aku babi punya minyak sakit gila !@#$%^& it was my first time minyak kena muka, banyak pulak tu. i screamed and out of shock, i cried. and i threw a little tantrum. so, it was then left my mother cooking alone in the kitchen. thank you for helping with the cooking Sara -_-'

soon

2009-03-29T08:04:00.000-07:00

yeah earth hour this year was a success i must say, despite those ignorant,selfish,low IQ thinking people who doesnt even care to turn off their lights for like one hour je? sigh, haha i'll talk more about it when i get the pictures from the all-day-and-night-busy-working mate, alysa.

later,
XOXO

this is 'it'.

2009-03-27T21:24:00.001-07:00

this is the starting of everything. one by one of us are leaving. this is sad. this is so cliche. this, i cannot take.this, i cannot swallow.this, i dont want to face.

but this one thing my dear friends, i shall say and i swear, i will never forget you guys. there's more to come soon in our very own life so rakan-rakan,

JAGA DIRI :')

p/s: shahrir and shidan, jaga diri buat yang terbaik, aku mesti rindu korg gila-gila

WAKTU DUNIA

2009-03-27T09:15:00.000-07:00

support earth hour peeps! jgn lupa to turn off all your lights or better, your home main switch. only for an hour je alright? pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee? :)
you wont die without the lights on, your fishes wont die without their aquarium's lamp,you wont die without your laptop for an hour, you wont die by walking in full darkness (okay maybe you will hahaha), in fact, you can do CERTAIN things in dark. dirrty certain things like **********18&above*********** *kening2* HAHAHAHAHA ok stop it.

date: 28th March 2009

time: 8.30pm - 9.30pm

place: your very own home sweet home.

see, its only for an hour. lets start to make some changes starting now eh? so why not?

boo-hoo,BAD BOY

2009-03-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

hey you, yes you. today i met 'someone' that i havent seen in ages. well not since the 'incident' happened. hahaha i thought things would be okay after a while but you see, apparently, he's not in the same direction as mine. okay fine. the fault was mine, u were dumped so get over it &^%@#! i knew what was going on from the start! you're changing but that is none of my concern. you used to be oh-so-goody-doody, u never touched a female for no reason,u never touched a cigarette, you never did anthing bad and it was me who felt ashamed when im with u. this evening, i tried to be nice. it was not easy. NOT i repeat. i walked to your table and made a little conversation just for the sake of 'we're still friends' condition okay? so it would be nice if you would just appreciated it a little bit. but noooooooo, u wanted to show to me that u're doing just fine. and YEAY ME i was right! u totally changed! for the worse that is. alaaa come on lah tadi masa kau nak bla, berlagak gila! kau masuk dalam kereta, lalu tepi meja aku, angkat tangan pun tidak, pandang pun tidak at least as a friend lah wehh then gelak2 dlm kereta aa? but before kau masuk kereta tu, obviously kau saja je beli sekotak dunhill lepas tu pegang guna mulut as if kau dah takda tangan lah? konon nk tunjuk yang kau sekarang ni 'bad boy' and aku patut mcm "awww, menyesal aku let go dulu? skrg dah cool gila, pakai baju pun kecik line line indie (no offense peeps :p ), sap kok tang." huh huh huh? dah reti smoke aa skrg? oh so cool lh dude. come on lah i did that for like what? 3 years ago? HA HA HA. YOU ARE ACTUALLY JUST A BEGINNER, SUCKA! there's a whole lot of me that u didnt know so tak payah lah buang masa nak prove anything to me honey.mak bapak hantar belajar, jauh-jauh, igtkan kau berubah for better.pish-posh! SETAKAT BUDAK MACAM KAU, CULTURE SHOCK JE AA TU WEHH! oh and honey, i hope u're reading this :)

bola sulit. ehh bola lisut!

2009-03-24T05:39:00.000-07:00

so there was it. The 2009 World Baseball Classic!

the final was Korea vs Japan(LIVE). andddddddddd JYEAHHHH JAPAN MENANNNGG! hahahahahha :))

so i woke up around 10 am this morning and quickly turned on the tele and damn the game had started! i missed the first inning and Japan was leading. yay haha. 1-0 okay so for those who missed out on the game, fret not. bcos i am here lads! hahaha ;p

alright now. the 2nd inning was very good, Japan was leading and batting. the Koreans was fucking good at fielding i must say.but, i guess Japan was better than Korea because they managed to finished the inning in just like 5 mins. Later on in the 3rd inning, Korea redeemed themselves by playing super fineee. there was'nt even ONE batter get to touch the first base. they killed all of the first three batters! unfortunately for Korea, in the 4th inning Japan stood up again and hell yeah they got the best hitters mahhnn! i can tell by gaya diorg and ohmaihgod are they good or what?! and of course the Korea's pitcher was really stressing out hahaha pity guy.

Hisashi Iwakuma

nothing much happened in the first 4 innings. not until the 5th inning that i started to get orgasms and screamed like a lunatic alone in front of the tv. S S CHOO from Korea did a hella good home run and bcos of that, Korea got their first point of the game. and apparently, the home run was the second home run made in the championship! at that time i was shivering as the game was now fair.1-1 for both teams but worried not Japan played gracefully i tell you! such throws and catches and i 110% think that they got the best players! i missed the 6th inning because suddently i felt the urged to go to the toilet to get things out from my body. hahaha if ya know what i mean ;p seriously i was thinking "tkda masa laen ke duh nk berak sara?" haha

i rushed down back to the tv after everything was settled. there was ayy lott of distruption siang tadi entah kenapa *makihamun* long story short, Y K LEE from Korea was the best player lah for me because he played well throughout the championship, he's a freaking good base stealer! everyone was watching him out everytime he's in the bases. aiming him and such ohmaihgod terer gila mamat ni tak tipuu. so in this inning he was from the first base running to the second base. take note that he's reeaaaaaaaaaaaaally a fast runner. maybe thats why he's such a good base stealer lh kan. so he was running and the opponent yg jaga 2nd base to caught the ball and trying so hard to tag him and he slided like a superman and touched the base BUT his head hit the opponent's leg and BHAAAMMMMM! his helmet patah and godawful his forehead was hurt! he was in pain but tadaaaa we stand up. he was okay but dude you're out. it was jaw-dropping mahnn believe me! oh yeah i forgot to mentioned that he's such a jinx lah i think sebab before that early in the game when he was batting, the very-fast-pitcher's-ball hit his head and he fell down!! luckily the helmet was there but still, it hurts man ayyyy lott! bayangkan lah national pitcher's ball mesti lah friggin laju kan.kesiann but he's okay :) yada yada and yeayyyyy Japan scored another one and that made them lead the game! as i told u the climacs of this game started in this inning kan so yeah haha the Korea's center outfield did a very good clean catched eventhough he bumped against the wall at the back of the field. his determination to catched the ball was not really worth it bcos you see, of crse, he did kill the batter but when he threw the ball to the fielders inside the diamond, one of his teammate FORGOT ohmaihgod for god sake ntah mcm mana boleh lupa to tag one of the opponent so tak out lh org tu! such a waste, kalau tak 2 outs man! sigh, and yeah again i missed first half of the 8th inning because i had to fetch my little sister from kindergarten -____- but before i go i got the chance to took a sneak peak and the Koreans changed their stresfull pitcher and Uchikawa from Japan scored another point! so its now 3-1 with Japan leading. i went out with a big smile on my face :D

Ichiro Suzuki

i told my sister to run cepat cepat so that i can make it back home without missing the rest of the 8th ! harhar kesian sophia nasib baik tak jatuhh ;p
so as i got home i found out that Japan made mistakes twice when the outfielders FAILED to clean catched a high freakin ball! BIG SIGH, malang sekali the Japan's pitcher, HISASHI IWAKUMA was tired already. did i mention that he's cute?he always pressed his lips together when he was about to pitch,awwwww HAHA!
well he did throw great balls and all of his teammates and his coach were very proud of him! and of crse they never forgot to the the 'thing' that's normal in baseball. PAT EACH OTHER'S ASSES! haha cute eyy?

So Japan changed the pitcher but only for about 2 batters saja this pitcher sempat to pitch. and the inning ended. some inning for Japan! PHEWW they still lead. yada yada iklan and in the 9th inning which was supposed to be the last inning, ICHIRO SUZUKI from Japan gave a hella good hit! fyi he's a legend and known for last-minute-saving ayyy lot of games for his team. let me tell you this. he is SMOKIN' HOTT and heck yeahh he's so good and im soo looking forward to see his next games! *drooling to the maximum* Yet, another 'accident' happened when NAKAJIMA tried his best to hit the ball when he was batting and it was a foul ball and whoopsie daisy the ball hit his face! haha how much more bad it can get kn? and i noticed that Korea has a great catcher! :O As sad as it sound, Ichiro, who was in second base after he gave a good shot tadi, didnt get the chance to finish home because the next batter after him was striked out! kesian si hot haha

so it's Japan's turn to do fielding and they put up a new pitcher again and i am sure he's veryyyyyyyyyy good as everyone was screaming and i aint wrong baby! YU DARVISH was superly friggin smokin hotttttt! ini belum tgk dia pitch lagi ohmaihgoddd he's like a light sent from heaven! hahaha and he's only 22 years old tall dark and handsome guy*kening2* hahahah! okay off topic dh ni rawrrr xDD
he's so good that he can easily striked out batters even when with his eyes closed, seriously haha
OK here's the highlight of the game. the crowd went wild when S S CHOO, a big-sized strong batter from Korea walked to the field to bat. the Korea's fans were counting on him i can tell by their screamings and all and guess what? the GODDESS YU DARVISH STRIKED HIM OUT! ohmaihgod how good is he? i was jaw-dropped in front of the tv and now i cant sat still! i was excited mahnn this is what i called a game! thank you darvish! haha and at this point, i was drooling too much on darvish till i didnt realised that the points was already 3-2. bila korea scored lagi satu? haha fine. just in time when i realised the scores...SWISHWHOOPBHAMM Korea scored another fucking pointtt!! i was like screaming and crying on the inside hahaha damn frustrating man! this is the last inning and SERI PULAKK?! damn it! and please please feel me when i said i cant sat still right this point and was really nervous because Korea baru 2 outs and diorg ada chance lagi to bat and collect points. all they need is just another point and they could win the game aaaaaaaaaaaaandd of course darvish saved the day again by striking the next batter out! BIG PHEWWWWW!

as for those whose still not clear about the game, there was an extra inning/10th inning because of the fair scores in the 9th inning. this game was the best game i've ever watched in my whole life la. it was a very tight game as both of the teams was very good! keep your eyes open as you're reading this last inning bcos THIS IS THE BIGGEST HIGHLIGHT AND THRILLING PART OF THE GAME PEOPLE! i can feel the air at the stadium filled with tense air even by sitting and the cool living room. i have an appoinment with hanim and paul at 1.15pm and i lost track of time. they called and called but heck, i wanna watch the gamee! sorry guys but the game is much more penting than you guys apparently! hahahaha ;p helloo we're talking about world's final!

the great ichiro was in the batting place. and he have got to give his best shot for the team to get points so they could win the game. 2 teammates were on the 2nd and 3rd base. ichiro just have to hit hard so those two can get to home and Japan could lead with two points ahead. the pitcher throwed the ball and the ball was fasttt ZUUPPZAAPPPOWWWWW! and he hit the ball aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand he landed safely on the 2nd base and Japan lead with two points!! it was 5-3! i told you ichiro ALWAYS saves the day at the very last minute. haha unfortunately, again ichiro didnt get the chance to get to home because the next batter after him was lame. he was out and now it's Korea's turn to bat.

Yu Darvish

Darvish was on full pressure. he must striked out all the first three batters from Korea so they wont get any point. this is a heavy responsibilities to carry because the whole country and team were depending on him. it was his job now, not ichiro's. ichiro did his part. and as i and the whole world expected, HE DID STRIKED OUT TWO BATTERS! yeay darvish! hahaha i was screaming out of excitement like korn did in sunburst last saturday! i am so proud of you darvish ohmaihgodd u're such a sweetheart hebat gila pulak tuuu! another batter was out because the outfielders cleaned catch a high ball! and there was it! THE JAPAN WON THE 2009 WORLD BASEBALL CLASSIC! ohmaihgodd i love the game and i am proud of JAPAN! oh did i tell u before that i am on japan's side? if that's not obvious enough huh? haha the game was the best and it was thrilling gila and the heat was seriously hot! tight and fair game guys. it was indeed a beautiful game :)

ALL HAIL ICHIRO, ALL HAIL DARVISH, ALL HAIL JAPAN.